..the littles voices you can find in me..

2009-06-26T13:21:00.004+08:00

..i have watched transformers 2 ytd..
..i think we are really lucky to get the tickets..
..the cinema is filled with all the transformers fans..

..it is a little bizarre to see almost all the theatres are showing the same movie at cine..
..and all the theatres are filled with ppl..
..even the most front seats are filled up..

..the movie is so exciting..
..the fast moving actions made u dun feel that the movie is long..
..did i mention it last like 2 1/2 hours..

..the visual effects are so good..
..think they did slow down the transformers transforming..
..it dun feel it as fast as the first movie..
..at least i can see how they transform..

..they added quite a number of jokes into the movies too..
..and they are really funny..
..i loved those parts as they really made my day..

..by the way..
..i really love bumble bee in the movie..
..he had a really cute way in expressing himself..

..go catch the movie really really soon..
..it is definitely worth it..

..rated 4/5 salted popcorn..

2009-05-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

..feel like cutting my hair short again..
..the weather is so hot..
..unbearable..
..can't the weather be more cooling..

..i have been really busy for the past few weeks..
..be it work or personal..
..been doing masks and all..
..think i better start investing on my face..
..i dun wan to look old and hagged..

..been having this manjong virus from Jiayun and Aug..
..almost every week i will play manjong once with them..
..bleahz..
..but it is so fun to play with them..
..so much jokes and laughter..

..i am stuck in the office again on this sat afternoon..
..playing my resturant city..

2009-05-20T13:45:00.004+08:00

..i am totally addicted to this game in facebook..

..it makes me dun feel like blogging or even watch my anime..
..i feel like a kid trying my very best to reach the next level..
..i didnt have to do anything to play this..
..i juz have to let it run..

..and time to time feed my staffs with either food or water to gain energy..
..or i can let my staffs rest while i decorate my restaurant..

..it is a perfect game for lazy ppl like me..
..cheers to whoever makes this game work..

2009-05-18T14:51:00.000+08:00

妥协 MV-蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界

..i totally heart this song..
..i think it speaks alot of truth in the song for girls..
..enjoy!!..

2009-05-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

..i am lazy to blog..

..will update when my lazy bugs go off..

2009-04-27T18:45:00.005+08:00

..jiayun posted this photo a few days ago..
..i think there are more prettier photos in the album..
..but i am lazy to really scan the photos den upload them to the com..
..thus..
..enjoy this only childhood photo of mine..

..me and jiayun when we are 3 or 4yrs old..
..baby didnt go taiwan as planned today..
..thus i guess my evil plans of meeting tons of ppl went into the drain..
..but..
..he will still be gg taiwan for work in the near future..

..jiayun was asking me to go batam for a short trip..
..i was like thrilled to hear this plan..
..i seriously think that i need a short break from work and all..
..spa and massage and shopping!!..
..not forgetting the water sports there..
..i am dreaming abt it alr..

..a couple of resorts we are looking at..
..but she was telling me that we might need to compare to get the best deals..
..so guys..
..if you have good resorts to recommend..
..tag me!!..

..i am still stuck at work now despite the fact that i came like 10.30am in the morning..
..baby says he will be late to pick me up late..
..which means i will stay in the office till late again..
..dunno this is which "n" times i am waiting for him..

..i am missing my mum's home-cooked food..
..therefore..
..i am gg home with an empty stomach to fully enjoy the food..
..baby will be joining me for dinner @ home today too..

..can the clock tick faster today??..

2009-04-25T10:21:00.005+08:00

..i wan to be independent..
..i wan my own world to be revolve only with me..
..i wan to have the control of my time back..

..i am disappointed with the stuffs you do..
..i dun wan to be wat i am now..
..nor wat i plan to be after wat we talk abt..
..i feel sick trying my very best to be that girl you need..
..it all came out to nutting..

..if you need your freedom..
..i need mine too..
..if you wan your space..
..i wan mine too..
..if you wan be to trust you..
..pls learn to trust me first before anything..

..i walked out of the hse with you sitting in the living room..
..a little part of me wishes to wait for you and go work tgt..
..but i guess my logical side won the battle..
..i dun wan to be like you..
..pretend that nutting ever happen before..

..i simply hate it whenever all this happened..
..u can simply go to bed and sleep in soundly..
..i am not the one that create the problems..
..why am i the one who toss and turn in the bed..
..why am i the one who think the matter over and over..

..maybe i shld learn to be like u..
..maybe we will be happier that way..

2009-04-22T23:54:00.006+08:00

..i juz finished dinner with baby..
..he brought me to Changi since we didnt know where to dine..
..it was meant to be a surprise from him..

..here we are at..

..SAF yacht club..

..the name of cafe we are dining in.. ..decor of the cafe....baby's lamb chop.. ..my sambal sirloin steak.. ..me and baby.. ..i had a wonderful night..
..sitting by the beach and enjoying my drinks..
..i love this relaxing feeling..

..and i seriously fallen in love with that place..

2009-04-19T13:33:00.003+08:00

..baby cut my hair ytd..
..he is supposed to trim them into a proper shape..
..but end up..
..he cut alot of my hair..
..below are the pictures to show the difference..

..are u able to notice the difference..

..it is a great difference in length..

..after cutting one side of the hair..
..he was not very confident in cutting the other side of the hair..
..he says: "i think it will look weird if i cut the other side the same way"..
..i was like "WAT!!"

..so i have no choice but to find a stylist to save my hair..
..the end result shown below..

..my trimmed hair.. ..dun question..
..my hair is short again..
..i didnt even noe why i will allow him to trim my hair in the first place..
..i actually asked him too..
..OMG..

..i muz be out of my mind..
..pls grow long fast okay..

2009-04-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

..office is finally done up..
..pictures that shows you parts of the office..

..my counter..
..mal's office..
..weelee's office..
..jeremy's office.. ..the office decor is not as cosy and classy as Soho..
..but..
..it is better than any other offices in Uni centre..
..didnt take the others' rooms in our cambridge office..
..lazy..

..the office feels like a exbit for the past two days..
..everyone keep walking in and out to see the office..
..even when it is not done up yet..

..happy working to me in CBS!..

2009-04-11T14:20:00.004+08:00

..baby brought me to Pan Pacific Hotel to spend a beautifully night over there..
..the pictures shows the beautiful hotel..

..the hotel at night..

..the deluxe room shows online.. ..the hotel facilities.. ..the bed in our room.. ..the bathroom.. ..the super relaxing bathtub.. ..parts of the room..

..called up jiayun and aug..
..tot the four of us can spent a night there crapping..
..but they are busy playing manjong..
..seriously think they kana the virus of manjong..
..so leave only me and baby..

..it is kinda like wat we do at home though..
..watching non-stop tv..
..talking nonsense and craps every now and den..
..spending the whole time tgt..
..sweet..

..i love this feeling of togetherness..

2009-04-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

..we officially moved out of Soho @ central tml..
..kinda of sad to leave that place..
..i dunno how to describe this feeling though..

..wondering why i am still in the office..
..cause we are packing the stuffs over here at Malworth..
..we will be moving into Uni Centre tml..
..it is situtated at 1208 Upper Boon Keng Road..
..if anyone is along this area during lunch..
..do call me!!..

..look at the amt of boxes..that's only one side of the room.. ..i have been in Soho for 7 months plus..
..i really do enjoy having the office quiet and alone..
..it had this wonderful view over Helipad and sunset..
..i am so reluctant to leave this place though..

..but well..
..since we are gg to move into the school..
..it might be better for the sale staffs to close their sales..
..since the students can see the campus too..
..i hope the ppl there are friendly though..

..pics of the ones that is left in the office after 9pm.. ..wish me luck..
..i guess i dun have to work for a few days bahz..
..cause the office is under renovation..

2009-03-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

..updated photos of me..

..do i look serious??..

..close-up shot.. ..i love this pic of mine..

..my short hair grew longer..
..wahahahaha..
..hope it grow faster and longer..

..i am bored..

2009-03-21T15:35:00.003+08:00

..i had pizza ytd..
..i have been craving so long for pizza..
..but baby didnt really was into pizza..
..thus i can never get to eat them..

..ppl might be wondering..
..it is true i dun eat cheese..
..thus i shld never like pizzas..
..but i can always eat the crispy crust of the pizza..

..meet teng for dinner after my roadshow at the JobDB..
..ya..i went to a roadshow again..
..poor teng always got to give in to wat i wanna eat..
..watever it is..
..thanks ya..

..our drinks..i cant remb their names.. ..my all time favourite.. ..our finished meal..i finished like 3/4 of the whole pizza..

2009-03-19T13:14:00.005+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

..i got this from Jiayun's blog..
..the url is " http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx "..
..see for urself if it is accurate..

2009-03-13T17:43:00.002+08:00

..i feel tired..

..not sure if it is mentally or physically..
..i wanna an answer too..
..or is the answer already in my heart??..
..jus that i dun wan to face it..

..i dun wan to be giving things wholeheartedly and yet be with someone who only willing to give halfheartedly..
..instead of asking me to stay..
..the words i heard was "u are the one saying it..i didnt.."
..which means u too agreed to it..

..thanks for being there at times when i need u..
..but i think i have enuff alr..
..love is not there when begging is involved..

..pls..
..stay happy..

2009-03-11T18:42:00.004+08:00

..i finally finished all my work..
..well..
..not till they have to send me their certs and transcripts for me to process their applications..
..but till then..
..all my works are done for now..
..yippee..

..baby treated me to good food ytd..
..guess he knew that i really need some good food to re-energize myself up again..
..went to bugis in search of food..
..and baby choose this..

..the menu of the shop.. ..the place had a cosy decor..
..their front door decor is made up of the steamed container which they use to steam buns..
..so creative i muz say..
..the lights were aso creatively created..
..i feel relaxed in there..

..the decor of the shop.. ..we ordered a couple of stuffs in there..
..wanna try their "tang bao"..
..but i was not really keen in eating buns..
..so till next time..

..baby drinking his tea.. ..i had their hot and spicy raman..
..taste ok just that it wasn't spicy enuff..
..and it tasted more sour to any other taste..
..baby's egg fried rice taste good though..
..the rest was ok too..
..maybe because i like hot pipping food..
..the chicken and tofu were cold dishes..

..dinner of the day.. ..our finished meal.. ..wat i wan to introduce is..
..their salted egg prawns..
..the taste was great..
..not very salted yet crunchy..
..i dunno how to describe the taste..
..so try it okiez..

..after dinner..
..we went walking ard bugis..
..bought my vitamin C alr..

..i seriously think i am falling sick soon..
..i need a break..

2009-03-10T00:58:00.004+08:00

..finally..
..career fair 2009 is over!!!..

..this is my first roadshow..
..and i think it will be the last..
..cause it is toO tiring..
..i am practially standing for like 11 hours..
..there are two days that i am wearing heels..

..i am like doing nutting there..
..i didn't noe how to create small talks with the students..
..i didn't noe wat to say to make them feel interested so they will sign courses with me..
..i didnt even noe the backgrounds of the schools..
..i practially know nutting..

..thru the four days..
..other than standing around and opening receipts for students..
..i gradually know more abt the schools that we are marketing for..
..i am so glad that i am able to answer some of the students' and agents' qns without the help of some senior staffs..
..i managed to listen to some of them talking to the students..
..thus learn more abt selling and promoting the schools..
..i jus feel smarter..

..so out of the four day at suntec..
..other than knowledge of the schools..
..i got swollen feets and muscles ache..
..i didn't get to sleep well too..
..so it is so tiring yet challenging for me..

..my poor feet after the 4 days..notice..my nail colours went missing.. ..i managed to take some photos of our booth too..
..we won the best designer booth!!..
..yippee..

..our booth's look like that.. ..look at the amt of ppl.. ..after the roadshow.. ..but it was not the end of my tiring days..
..after the career fair..
..i have tons and tons of students to follow up..
..not to even say those that have joined us..
..i had to give extra attention to them..
..i only managed to finish my work at 12 midnight today..
..and i am not done yet..
..guess the upcoming week i will be very busy..

..i will update real soon..
..so stay tuned!!..

2009-03-02T16:01:00.006+08:00

..Wild Wild Wet..

..it is a family day for us on Sunday..
..only that dad was not there with us..
..he was not feeling well..boO..
..August , Teng , Andrew and Desmond joined us for a fun day..

..we were late for the activites though..
..along ECP..
..dark clouds gathered and i feel really down..
..if it rains..
..we wun be able to play at all..

..dark clouds along ECP.. ..it is a long way from baby's hse to Wild Wild Wet..
..maybe it is my mood that makes me feel that..
..because it is raining along the way..
..i simply feel we wun get to play at all upon reaching..
..cause it is a thunderstorm..

..bOo..the rain came on us heavily.. ..luckily when we reach Pasir Ris..
..the rain stop and it is all sunny again..
..i only managed to take a few pictures..
..since i cant be carrying my camera when i am in the waters..

..it is finally sunny!!.. ..me in the car while waiting for baby.. ..Wild Wild Wet.. ..pictures of Wild Wild Wet.. ..it was rather fun in there..
..though it is a little small..
..but we managed to have a fun time there..
..den the rain came on us like 1 1/2 hours later..
..that stopped all the fun in the water..

..we were all starving after all the running and playing..
..so we decided to go for steamboat on this stormy weather..
..baby and Desmond drove all of us to Parkway..
..but so sad to say..
..i didn't manage to eat steamboat as it really had a super long queue..
..bOooOoOo..

..we had ba ku teh for dinner that day..
..that's the only place where there are lesser ppl..
..we had 8 ppl so it is rather difficult to find seats in a packed food court..
..dinner was ok..

..our dinner for the day.. ..sis wanna manjong that day thus all of us headed back to my hse..
..i was like so tired after the whole day..
..body ache all over..
..baby fought with me to play manjong..humph..

..manjong time.. ..i had a great and long day..

2009-02-24T16:21:00.004+08:00

..humans are funny creatures..
..u might be asking why i am saying all this..

..i am hearing this particular song when i am blogging in the office..
..i wun say wat song it is here here..
..ppl that noe me well might be able to guess correctly..

..see..
..i am leading this rather normal life now..
..at least more normal then wat i use to have..
..i have someone whom at least will think of me in some things he do..
..though he can be a blockhead at times..
..i am really not ranting or complaining abt him here..

..but there are times when a particular song or scene that come along..
..i will tend to remb things or ppl in the past..
..be it good or bad..
..sometime i wish that i was not the one i am in the past..

..there are things i did in the past that is really foolish..
..there are stuffs that i give up without proper thinking..
..there are stuffs that i am too stubborn to change..
..i used to think "if i think is right, i can jus do it the way i wan"..

..maybe things will change..
..maybe ppl ard me wun be the same as now..
..maybe i can still manage to keep some from the past..
..maybe i wun learn this much as now..

..i dun wan to keep ranting abt "wat if i have done dat in the first place.."..
..i dun wan to ponder on the decisions i made a "million yrs ago"..

..i cant even remb why i made all that decisions..
..things might change..yes..
..but will i still be the me as now..
..maybe not..

..i might not be doing enuff for everyone..
..i might be still that princess i used to be in the past..
..i might be still not thinking str like i used too..
..but i believe..

..i grown out of wat i used to be..
..i am learning to love myself and ppl ard me..

..thanks to u..

2009-02-19T18:32:00.008+08:00

..Sushi time..

..met Andra for lunch today..
..he was late for like 1/2 hr..
..humph..

..he drove me to the school to pass the documents before settling for lunch..
..drove ard kallang for awhile since we didnt noe where to eat..
..since we are nearby bugis..
..so bugis here we come!!..

..i was in a hurry since i have to go back to the office..
..thus we decided to eat something fast yet good..
..Sakae Sushi..
..my 'once' favourite!!..
..cause baby dun eat sushi so i didn't have much chance to eat them..

..the pictures will tell u how much i miss sushi..
..i am not ranting abt baby not accompanying me eat them..

..my first dish to start everything off..Chawanmushi!!..

..the first few food we took for the sushi table....the finished first chawanmushi.. ..all salmon sushi..my favourite!!.. ..my second chawanmushi.. ..ebi tempura!!..slurps.. ..our finished meal.. ..andra..he paid for the meal..so good!!.. ..we had our meal in a rush..
..didn't really talk much with him..
..maybe knowing each other too long dun need too much words u can utd each other le bahz..
..he say he is happy to see his "old" friend..
..he is saying i am old..

..i wan to recommend this sushi out of all the others..
..tada!!..

..guess wat's this??..

..this is salmon sashimi..
..with mango and cucumber..
..i love this sashimi..
..the taste is refreshing and unusual..
..sweet and crunchy..
..try this when u are at sakae sushi!!..

..strongly recommended by me!!..

2009-02-18T19:48:00.006+08:00

..have nutting to blog today though..
..no special thots since i never come across any special articles..
..but i am really bored..

..Proudly present!!..
..my favourite teabreak food with TeH-O..

..i dun have to tell u all wat's that right..
..i simply love to eat the sandwiches..

..i have been eating alot of food recently..
..every little little things will interest me..
..getting fatter i think..
..but life short..
..so enjoy..

..have dinner with aUgust and sis ytd..
..went to the fish-head steamboat that baby say will bring me eat once a yr..
..that's nonsense though..
..we at least ate this 3 times this month!!..
..enjoyed dinner alot..
..except for the teasings from august..

..the old fashioned way..

..all of them eating.. ..let's have more catch up sessions pls..
..i am like un-touched with the present world..

2009-02-17T19:24:00.003+08:00

..i realised that everything just dun go your way..
..i can be happy for the whole day..
..yet something that is unpleasant to my ears will make me angry for the next few days..

..my temper aren't good..
..i am a short tempered and overly suspicious person..
..i can be very nice yet nasty at times..
..i can change for the sake of my loved ones and family..
..but it is still the me beneath everything..

..if i grumbles..
..you shld be happy..
..cause if i dun grumbles..
..it means i will remb it for the rest of my life..

..i am a girl..
..a very unique one..
..no one will be like me..
..nor i will be like anyone else in the world..

..if u think u utd a girl well..
..i am sorry to say u dun utdz me..
..if u dun utd a girl at all..
..u might stand a chance of understanding me..

..dun condemn me by looking at me..
..or talking to me..
..every girls need someone to utd them before they really opened their heart to u..
..dun compare your love btw the present and past..
..they are all different..
..if u cannot get over the past..
..dun start with the present..

..i am jus ranting..
..thots jus flooded my mind..
..nutting to do with my life currently..

2009-02-16T14:11:00.025+08:00

..Valentine Day cruising..

..baby was late on coming over to fetch me from my hse..
..he need to work and said to be arriving at 10.30am..
..so i woke up like 8 plus to pack watever i need to bring to cruise..
..waited and waited to 2 pm in the afternoon..
..he was said to be busy..

..he got me a bouquet of blue roses for me..
..guess is all the whining i gave him on Vday eve..
..i loved blue roses!!..
..thanks baby..

..my blue roses..

..so starting from my hse..
..we rushed off to finish his work at Marina South..
..go back to his hse and i packed his luggages while he go bath..
..den rush to Habourfront to meet up with his friends..
..we are so lucky to be in time..
..we are like 5 min away from the boat departing..

..our luggages.. ..all set for the trip....on our way to Harbourfront.. ..i was told that we need to change two boats to the cruise..
..so i took the first boat to batam first..
..the boat was very crowded..
..i dunno even know whether everyone is gg to the cruise or batam..

..our first boat....upon reaching batam..
..everyone had to get off the boat!!..
..so i tot we are suppose to board another boat which is beside the pier..
..i was wrong!!!..

..i took this on Batam's pier..

..when everyone cleared away from the first boat..
..the person asked us to board the first boat again..
..only to transit us to the second boat..
..which is over at the other side of the boat..
..thus i didn't get the photos of the second boat..
..i dun even know how it look like!!..

..but the second boat was better and more fun than the first boat..
..i was allowed to walk ard the boat when it left the pier..
..and it was not as crowded as the first boat..
..best of all..
..i am able to climb up to the top deck for sea breeze and e sun..
..i love the refreshing feeling when the sea breeze brushes with my skin..

..us on the second boat..

..after 1 hr and 45 mins of boat trip..
..we finally reach our destination!!..

..the cruise i am staying.. ..there are a lot of uncles and aunties on board..
..thus i didn't really have the chance to take any pictures..
..it is pushing and hurrying session to board on the cruise..

..after a long queue of checking in..
..we headed to our cabin first..
..i was so so so tired..
..i didn't manage to really sleep the previous night..
..to my very surprise..
..u dun feel the ship moving or swaying at all in the open sea..
..it feels like as though u are in a building itself..

..our cabin on the cruise.. ..me in the cabin..

..after leaving our luggages in the cabin..
..the four of us went walking ard the ship first before heading for dinner..
..i was so disappointed that the pool is under maintenance..
..bOo..
..no swimming for me though..
..pictures show some part of the cruise..

..e pool i saw.. ..pictures we took on board.. ..i love this pic we took.. ..sunset!!....areas on the cruise..

..i didn't get the pictures of the whole boat though..
..we managed to find the spa and massage parlour on board..
..but he was totally packed..
..thus we planned to go back later..
..i didn't get the pictures as i was busy looking thru the packages..

..we had dinner over at this Long Jie Restaurant..
..it is a buffet style mixed vegetables rice..
..the food tastes okiez..

..my dinner....after dinner..
..we spent our night walking ard the cruise..
..no starry starry night for me due to the haze..
..accompany baby to gamble too..
..u shld have really see those aunties gambling..
..they never feel tired..

..my night ended early due to a bad headache..
..think it is because of me not having enuff of sleep..
..baby tucked me in bed after forcing me to eat medicine..
..i fallen asleep soon after that..

..and when i woke up..
..i realised i have already arrived in Singapore..
..thus no more exploring and cam-whoring on sea..

..my trip was short yet sweet..
..i think we are going to the cruise again..
..since baby had applied for membership of the ship..
..anyone cares to join??..

..the next time i go..
..i will try the spa..
..i swear!!..

2009-02-14T10:37:00.005+08:00

..movie time..

..wanna catch Andy Lau's new movie but it is fully packed..
..so i thought i will be able to watch Benjamin Buttons with Baby..
..but it is fully packed!!!..
..i was so disappointed..

..baby bought tickets for this movie..
.."Outlander"..
..i wasnt keen abt the movie though..
..i had so much movies that i wanna watch so much..
..yet i am stuck with one that i dun wan to watch..

..had dinner at HongKong Cafe..
..no pictures cause i didnt bring my cam out..
..i need to get them charged for the trip tml..

..i tot i wun get to see many ppl getting flowers on Valentine Day Eve..
..i was wrong..
..i see guys getting themselves prepared..
..buying really huge toys for their gals..

..i envy those girls whom boyfriends hold flowers on the streets..
..waiting for their arrival..
..i know my boyfriend wun do that for me..
..haiz..

..coming back to the show..
..it is about a soldier from another world - Kainan and a bloodthirsty creature known as the Moorwen..
..both the man and monster seek revenge for violence committed against them..
..Moorwen ravages the Viking world..
..killing everything in its path
..Kainan on the other hand..
..forms an unlikely alliance with the primitive but fierce warriors..
..Combining his advanced technology with ancient Iron Age weapons..
..the hero leads a desperate attempt to kill the monster..

..not a bad movie i think..
..at least i didnt fall asleep..
..at least there is a storyline for the movie..
..rated 3.5/5 salted popcorns..

..i am going overseas with baby tml..
..yes i am excited..

2009-02-13T14:12:00.008+08:00

..stole this from Jiayun's blog..
..ask her to upload the photos for me but she didn't..
..so i copy and save the photos from her blog..

..her graduation pic..
..took the photos at Serangoon Broadway..
..it seems that they have been doing for quite a number of years alr..
..they are very pro i mus say..
..the prices are steep but they provide real good service..

..photo shots are not as easy as i tot..
..not like when we cam-whored and all..
..they are very particular abt the way everything is..
..yes..everything is..
..frm the way u sit and stand..
..to the way u hold ur head..
..tiring!!..

..let me show you some of the photos they took for us..
..Jiayun didn't noe which to choose to magnify it..
..maybe u all can help in choosing??..

..dad's choice..stern right everyone..

..my and sis's choice..but baby looked away.. ..i like this too..at least everyone is looking to the camera....baby got a beautiful smile here..can they photo shop baby to another photo?..

2009-02-12T18:16:00.003+08:00

..i am having hangover..
..yes..
..even till now..

..we only had 3 jugs of beer last night..
..and i puked like dunno wat ytd night..
..i dun understand..

..i used to be able to drink alot..
..and i wun have this super bad sick feeling the next day..
..why am i having it now??..

..my body is rejecting alcohol..
..i think i better quit drinking..
..and i mean..
..totally dun drink at all..

..will i be able to do it??..

..if i noe i will have this shitty feeling today..
..i will not drink any single drop ytd at all..
..i am feeling sick..
..arrRggrr..

2009-02-11T18:51:00.004+08:00

..baby bought a new helicoptor!!!..
..he didnt even wan to take his hands and eyes off the thing..

..did i tell you that he gave me my Vday present alr?..
..it wasn't really a surprise to me..
..i knew he is going to get me a necklace when we are having dinner..
..but i still like it very much..

..the necklace he bought for me....i am angry..
..he didnt even wanna help me with the food when we reach home..
..he didnt even bother to change first before playing it..
.."it" seems impt..

..i am jealous..

2009-02-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

..i am going to the cruise!!!..
..yippee..
..it is already planned by baby and his friends..

..it is not those star cruise we are going though..
..are u a little disappointed??..
..well..i am not a little disappointed at all..
..i am excited!!..
..it is still the first Valentine i will be spending with him ya..

..it is a leisure and also a gambling ship..
..which means baby will be able to gamble too..
..i hope it does not mean less time for me..
..boOooOoo..

..i goggled the cruise online..
..look at the pictures and share my joy!!..

..the cruise i am gg..

..the reception that's gg to welcome me!!....the poolside....dining area....dinner buffet..my favourite!!....the bar counter we can drink till we drop....foot reflexology..baby's favourite....it is said that there are spas massage parlour and ktvs..
..no images were shown though..
..watever it is..
..i am looking forward for the trip..
..hope it does not differs from the pictures too much..
..i hope it will be a lovely Vday for me!..

..sis they all are not joining us..
..guess they are more interested in sentosa..
..it is camping and sun tanning time..
..wish i can join them too..
..maybe next time den..

2009-02-09T15:22:00.009+08:00

..i am looking forward for the trip i am gg on Vday..
..tO where??..
..not so sure yet..
..everyone's thinking hard..

..if you are wondering who is everybody??..
..they are the ones that went kelong with me..
..such fun company shld not be left behind in Singapore..
..but dunno if they are free..

..should Vday be celebrate alone with ur BF/GF??..
..actually there are pros and cons whether to celebrate alone or in grps..
..i personally dun mind if it is in grp..
..as long the crowd is fun..

..anyone can give me any suggestions on where to go??..
..Batam..

..look at those beaches..spa's awaiting for me..

..Port Dickson..
..they have beautiful beaches too..but further away from batam.. ..Cruises...
..not star cruises though.but they have facilities there too.. ..Johor..
..shopping and more shopping....Malacca..
..eating and more eating..
..i dunno where to go..
..i think i wan my second trip overseas on Vday..
..will need to talk to them abt the plan..
..wish me luck..

..Guys..
..have u alr prepared to surprise ur girls on this special day??..
..i doubt my baby have any surprises for me??..

..did i say i wanna take out all my extensions??..
..it is only one month since i put them up..
..but i think..
..i will have an easier life with all my natural hair..
..so no blowing of hairs in the morning..
..yipPee!!..

2009-02-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

..movie time..

..ytd had to pass some docs to Kelvin..
..since he was not free to come over to Malworth..
..wanna to drop by and have a jug..
..but my tummy was telling me not to drink..
..so we decided to go cine for movies..

..very long since you heard me catch a movie?..
..i think i didnt catch movies for like very long..
..though there is so many movies that i wanna watch..

..went over cine first to buy the tickets for..
.."Underworld : Rise of the Lycans"..
..baby said i watched the first esp with him over at his hse??..
..i cant remb at all..

..went to this cafe beside coffee club..
..i think the name is "Organic Cafe"..
..not as crowded as coffee club though..
..so we always have a quiet corner ourselves..

..the menu.. ..the decors outside the cafe.. ..i was feeling a little hungry when i reached there..
..didnt have dinner with baby earlier cause i am feeling bloated..
..guess i have itchy mouth when i see the food at Organic Cafe..
..ordered some food and drinks there..
..the drinks there was rather healthy i think..
..they have different types of tea or different needs..
..pictures tells them all..

..the teas we order..baby had the second glass after his smoothie.. ..us while waiting.. ..wrong order!!..the menu and server didnt say there is cheese in there..i did ask before ordering.. ..the Cajun chicken breast..the staff recommended..
..the movie is about Werewolves and Vampires..
..i wun say much over at my blog cause i feel it is worth watching..
..the graphics and fighting are awesome!!..
..i enjoyed the show alot..
..go catch it..
..rated 4/5 salted popcorns..

2009-02-06T19:55:00.002+08:00

..did i mention that i no longer was mad at baby?..
..we had a little talk last night..
..guess my anger had made him a little dunno wat to do..

..shld i say he also did throw temper back at me??..
..it is not too difficult for someone to be angry with me when i am angry..
..i say hurtful words easily..
..dun ask me why..
..it jus came out like that..

..reason on why i decided to forgive him..
..i was truly mad over the matter..
..so i decided to make baby say out..
.."Why not the three of us sit down and talk?..

..i succeeded in the end..
..but he somehow pull back a little over the meeting..
..sO..
..he promised me that..
..if that bitch is gg to call another time..
..OR someone else is gg to call him cause of that bitch..
..we three will have the chance to sit down and talk..

..be my witnesses..
..that's wat he promise me..
..if u are waiting for the chance to talk to me over him bitch..
..try calling him again..

2009-02-04T18:45:00.005+08:00

..i am damn pissed off now..
..sry abt my language..

..why cant she even leave us alone..
..mus she spoil the peacefulness i have..
..mus she always do stuffs behind my back..

..why even everyone is not ard with you yet u dunno how to change urself..
..why do u always think that u are always correct..
..it is ur problem be it who or wat happen in ur life..
..dun u even realise that u are disturbing my peace..

..why mus u look for him when u are having problems..
..he is no longer in ur concern and shld not even concern abt u..
..say i am selfish..
..but dun u think u have brought enuff problems to everyone's life..

..i dun care wat problems u have..
..i dun care who slap u..
..i dun care wat u are saying behind my back..
..pls do me a favour..

..leave our lifes alone..
..blame urself when no one is standing by ur side..
..mind u..
..everyone is being pushed away by u and ur actions..

..if u really wan him back..
..den change urself for the better..
..not gain sympathy and make urself look so pitiful..
..dun u even noe that you are alr too old for all these nonsense..

..i only have one sentence for you..
.."wake up ur fu^king idea pls!!..

2009-01-30T15:14:00.005+08:00

..CNY holidays is over..

..been really busy the past few days..
..house-vistings!!..
..so many houses to visit..

..it is really not an easy task for everyone i think..
..to plan how to visit so many houses in a day..
..think baby drive me up and down till he is so tired..
..been drinking over at everyone's hse..

..as usual..
..it is a questions and answers sesion for the young ones..
..since everyone see each other like once yr once..
..i was been disturbed everywhere i go..
..is it because i bring andrew along??..

..i played manjong and cards everywhere i go..
..i did win abit here and there..
..but i think i dun wan to play them anymore..
..maybe for the nxt 2 months..

..watever it is..
..hoildays are over..
..time to be serious in work and life..

..went to Marina Square there..
.."Chun Dao He Pan"..
..look at the pictures..

..the lightings of "Chun Dao He Pan".. ..look at the amt of ppl.. ..beloved "Cai Shen"..

..watever it is..
..Happy Chinese New Year to everyone..
..have a great "NIU" year ahead..

2009-01-24T13:36:00.006+08:00

..shopping shopping..

..was not feeling well today..
..went to the doctor due to the the stomach problem..
..dunno why i eat watever will vomit during the night..

..sO..
..i met Jiayun ard 11 plus in the morning..
..we are so worried that no one will be avaliable to do our nails..
..thanks goodness i used to do my nails at a few shops..
.therefore they are willing to do our nails..

..we spent like 3 hrs there..
..wondering why?..
..the person was like super-lady..
..she was able to do nails for like 4 ppl at the same time..
..and had the time to extend others' hair..

..i was not very angry to spent so much time there..
..coz we didnt even made any appt at all..
..and so many ppl wan to do their nails too..
..i am lucky i think..

..after the nails session..
..we went for a quick lunch at the hongkong cafe at the bugis village..
..even though they dun have much choices..
..it is not too bad for a quickie..

..shopping time..
..everyone seems to be doing last minute shopping..
..it is really "mountain ppl mountain sea"..
..but we still managed to buy lots of stuffs..

..i would not be able to show u all the pictures..
..only be able to show u the clothes i bought..
..we bought like 16 pieces of clothes in 1/2 a day..
..whoaaa..

..our bought items.. ..i am not gg shopping for the nxt 3 months le..
..i promise..
..cause i spent like 400 bucks on clothes..
..boo..

..baby subsided 100 bucks on the stuffs i bought..
..so good..

2009-01-12T15:44:00.005+08:00

..first wedding of the yr..

..it is my cousin's wedding on the 10/01/09..
..it is situated at Amara hotel..
..definitely a wedding filled with blessings and loves..

..the groom actually sang in a pub on stage to propose to her..
..so sweetssss..
..heard they are only tgt for a yr or so..
..but the groom chased her for like 5 yrs..
..whoaaaa..

..the pictures tells you how much i enjoy the night..

..family members..(excluding Andrew..hahaha)
..xiao gu ma's family.. ..me and baby.. ..the poor bride got to drink up our blessings..i made her drink all up.. ..den she can take photos with me!.. ..us with the tired bride....didnt i mention that it is a family meeting day for Andrew?..
..he get to see my grandma and all my aunts that day..
..the bride kept saying he look like my dad..
..wahahaha..

..if u haven noticed..
..i extended my hair again and Jiayun highlighted her hair..
..we spent a bomb at a wedding dinner again..

2009-01-09T14:43:00.014+08:00

..it is chicken rice time..

..i had this really huge craving for chicken rice..
..somehow it seems that i can smell the fragrance of the chicken rice..
..i muz have it for dinner today..

..sO..
..i told baby abt this craving i have..
..den off we go in search of chicken rice..
..he drove me to River valley there..
..and make me choose which chicken rice stores i wanna eat..
..and i made my choice..

..before they even take our orders..
..they placed chocolates and Kim-chi in front of us..
..i didn't eat any of the chocolates since i have no cravings for one..
..thus baby gets to eat both..

..i am starving..
..before i get them to hurry up on the orders..
..they served me pyramid-shape rice..
..followed by the chicken..

..pictures of where i am eating and the food.. ..i am contended since my cravings is satisfied..
..took a few photos of baby during dinner..
..he was making faces during dinner to make me luff..
..cheeky fellow..

..pictures of baby....i love this pic i took.. ..i juz love having dinner with him..

2009-01-05T17:06:00.009+08:00

..if u think that is how i ended my trip u are way wrong..
..think Jiayun is rather disappointed with the kelong trip she organised..
..baby gave another suggestion..
.."Why not we go to Kota Tinggi's waterfall?"

..so the 9 of us..
..all sticky and dirty..
..headed down to Kota Tinggi..
..some are wide awake and all fresh to start a new day..
..me??..
..i am like half dead due to the lacking of sleep..

..upon reaching our destination..
..i am pratically dragged my tired body to the entrance..
..baby was coaxing me all the way up to the waterfall..
..upon the sight of the waterfall..
..i gasped!..

..this is the first natural waterfall i have seen..
..i really wondered how the nature have the power to create this..
..it really took all my troubles away when i see it..
..although it is still raining..
..all of them decided that they wan a dip..
..in the freezing cold water from the mountains..

..pictures of the waterfall..
..pictures that tells u all..

..trying to settle down near the waterfall.. ..enjoying ourselves in the freezing water.. ..leaving the waterfall.. ..after the refreshing dip..
..we headed next to Johor for food and some shopping..
..everyone was tired i supposed..
..after lunch..
..baby and Vicent went to service their car..
..the rest of us went shopping..

..during lunch.. ..tired of the shopping..time for coffee!!.. ..after they came back for all the servicing and all..
..we went taman sentosa for a proper seafood dinner..
..since we didnt get to eat anything at the kelong..
..didnt take much pictures..
..was too hungry!!..

..yummy food!!.. ..it is overall a fruitful trip..
..i totally enjoy the company of everyone..
..let's plan our next trip soon ya..

2009-01-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

..Jiayun organised a trip to "Hot Boys Kelong"..
..i was excited..
..they even send me the links online..
..the pictures look beautiful..
..clear blue sea and all the yummy seafood they have..
..try goggle it..

..so we set off very early in the morning..
..i woke up at 6.30 am in the morning!!..
..meet up with Jiayun and Jason at Harbourfront..
..i was late for the meeting again..
..and made Vicent and Teng wait for me!!..

..pic of me in the morning.. ..sO early in the morning..
..we headed to Tanjung Lehman from Woodlands Checkpoint..
..we lost our way here and there..
..with the help of the locals there..
..we managed to locate the place even though we are like very late from our arrival time..
..thanks guys..
..and there is something i gasped..
..the views along the way..
..it is driving past mountains and mountains to the sea..
..not forgetting the wild animals i seen..

..it was raining halfway thru the journey..
..i was praying so hard that it will gradually stop upon our arrival..
..my prayers were in vain..
..the rain lasted for the whole trip!!!..

..we waited for the boat to bring us to our destination..
..since we are late..
..they got the others to the kelong first..
..once i caught sight of the boat..
..i was like "Oh!"
.."Jiayun is not gg to like the ride!'

..the boat ride was fun..
..due to the rain..
..the ride was a little bumpy..
..it was swaying hard against the currents..
..everyone gotta hold tight if not will be thrown off-board..
..think Jiayun got sea-sick frm the ride..

..the boat that bring us to the kelong....views u see onboard....pictures of us during the ride....after 45 mins of the ride..
..we finally reach our destination, drenched and sticky!!!..
..climbing up a almost decayed ladder..
..i caught my first sight of the kelong..
..i was like "OMG"..
.."are we really staying here?"

..parts of the kelong....it totally look like a refugee camp to me..
..it is dark and cold..
..the winds are so strong that i am shivering hard..
..we had our first meal which is lunch there in the dark..
..dunno why they cant turn on the lights there..

..since it is raining..
..so there is no island-hopping for us..
..boO..
..i was really looking forward to the beaches and beach volley..

..guess wat we did on the kelong itself..
..the pictures will solve all the mystries..

.. cam-whoring in the kelong.. ..Fishing time!!!.. ..our dinner for the day.. ..the sing along strumming session.. ..the whole 12 hrs manjong session i am involved.. ..the toilet is really as wat others say..
..no kidding..
..there's a hole and whatever business you've done would be dropped directly into the sea..
..and the fishes below eat watever u let out..
..eeeeeeks...

..we had supper at abt 9.30 i think..
..cant remb though..
..was too engrossed in the game..
..they had green bean soup and hor fun for supper..
..they say the food was nice..
..i dunno..
..cause i didnt eat at all..
..baby is such a glutton!!..
..he had the most bowls of green bean soup..

..every trip will have their small problems..
..mine is really considered ermm..
..huge i think..

..Problem 1..
..No water heater!!..
..we got to ask the person to boil hot water for all of us..
..i dun wan to shower in cold water in the freezing cold weather..
..we did tipped the person for that great favour..

..Problem 2..
..dirty and stickey beds!..
..the beds and blankets are un-useable..
..they made me itch the whole night..
..i guess they never wash the bedsheets and blankets at all..
..i barely fall asleep..
..i believe the girls didnt really had a wink too..

..on the other hand..
..i think the guys had a great sleepover at the kelong..
..thanks to the army i think..
..i believe baby had the best sleep out of everyone..

..we left on the first boat the very next morning..
..everyone agreed on leaving the first thing in the morning..
..we only left after breakfast..
..since we got to wait for the boat again..

..i need a good shower!!!..
..i am so sticky and dirty..
..wat an adventure camp!!..
..if i am coming the nxt time..
..i will come all prepared and geared..

2009-01-02T14:57:00.001+08:00

..the first working day of new year..
..i am now sitting in the office blogging..
..boring day i muz say...
..not much ppl in the office..
..holiday mood i think..

..let's look back on my 2008..
..nutting very special though..
..i gotta out of love on Jan 08..
..got attached on June 08 with Mr Andrew..
..thru these falling in and out of love..
..i realised that it is not easy to find someone that is right..
..but it is more difficult for both to maintain the rship right..

..went overseas twice last yr..
..Bintan and Genting..
..love the sun, sea, beaches and massage in Bintan..
..totally relaxed for city dewellers like us..

..Genting was a bday trip from baby to me..
..love the long dark car trips frm Singapore to Genting..
..the loud playing of songs without anyone complaining since no one lives by the expressway..
..we did spend some quality time tgt there ya..
..minus the time they spent on gambling..
..it is aso unforgettable to me..
..because it is the first time i tried having 6 adults sleeping in a hotel room!!..

..not forgetting all the LE Bar's outing to clubs and sentosa..
..it was all fun and happy with them be it at where..
..i found a grp of really fun-loving friends..
..my night job had been great cause of u guys!!..

..i got a job at Malworth as an admin right after my bday..
..been difficult to juggle two jobs at the same time..
..at first i had my lovely Sarah accompany..
..thus it is easier for the both of us to skive during work..

..after Sarah leave..
..i often never go to work at Le bar..
..i am tired and aso..
..Mr Andrew didnt like me to work in the pub..
..so i finally get rid of my night job during Dec!!!..

..so i landed up doing housework at Andrew's hse at night..
..been learning to wash and fold clothes and keeping the hse clean..
..i am proud of myself bcoz..
..i am no longer the Missy everyone used to say me..

..enuff of 2008..
..u wanna noe den read all my previous posts ya..
..since it is alr 2009..
..so it is time for new resolutions..

..quitting smoking by the end of 2009!!!..
..try to squeeze exercise into my busy schedule!!..
..eat healthy(not snacking as and when i like)!!!..
..save lots of money!!!..

..i am going kelong tml..
..hippee!!!..
..short holiday to start the year going..

2009-01-01T14:49:00.012+08:00

..last day of the year 2008..

..i had a long day ytd..
..been a goodie girl for the last day of the year..
..i helped dearie wash and wax his car in the afternoon..
..it is really a tedious job..

..look at my tired face..

..went back home after the washing of car..
..fell asleep since i am really worn off after all the wiping and cleaning..
..think we washed the car for like 3 hrs or more..
..i think i rather spend the money for others to help me clean the car..

..the totally clean car.. ..meet my darling sis like very late at night..
..me and baby sleep till so late that we have to eat dinner at 11 plus.
..bbq stingray at boat quey..
..we even manage to countdown and see fireworks at the coffeeshop itself..

..can u see the fireworks..i was slow in taking their pics..
..went over to Sandborg ktv again..
..this time round i did make a reservation..
..i am so afraid that we cant get a room on New Year Eve..
..to my very surprise..
..we had the VIP room..
..a pool table in the room itself..
..i didnt take any photos though..

..was like 1am when we really settled down..
..order a few jugs of beer and a bottle of martell..
..they closed at 3am..
..had lots of fun in there..
..playing pool, singing ktv and playing games..

..pictures of a few of us.. ..taken by drunken jiayun..everything is blur..
..was a little drunk when i left there..
..my limit of taking alcohol is getting lower..
..went to Dragonfly after all the singing..
..it was so packed!!..
..had a bottle of martell over there..

..us in the car..look at the drunken faces..boo..
..my day ended in a drunken state..
..it is supposed to be like that on the last day of the year..

..bye 2008!!..
..welcome 2009..
..i am looking forward to my trip to the kelong!!..

2008-12-26T02:42:00.004+08:00

..it is Christmas party at Xiaowei's hse..
..BBQ!!!..
..i am totally looking forward to it since the day we were planing it..

..Xiaowei was so nice..
..she made a great effort in doing that..
..the Santa hats hanging from the ceiling..
..so christmasy..

..the santa hats on ceiling.. ..baby's hat..
..pictures shall tell the fun that day..

..the happenings at wei's hse....all of us in santa hats.. ..me and teng.. ..the two sisters with the mistress of the hse.. ..the name tags that wei had made..
..i had a great time having fun and singing..
..too busy to really take photos..
..busy catching up with each other..
..it is a really a season full of loves..

..i am glad that i have my loved ones with me on this beautiful day..

2008-12-25T04:32:00.012+08:00

..after work went rushing to buy presents for the party tonight..
..it is tiring to buy presents i muz say..
..been like using all my brain cells to choose the presents..

..the presents of the day.. ..i am late for dinner again..
..as usual i noe..
..made teng and sis they all waited for quite long..
..steamboat!!..

..my love..

..food were prepared by teng and sis during the afternoon..
..shHh..the soup is cooked by chef sis..
..good attempt but room for improvement..
..appreciated and thanks for the meal..

..played a round manjong over at teng's hse with her friends..
..was drinking and playing at the same time..
..Proudly Introduce..
..the Korean red wine.. ..it taste good!!..

..went over to 1819 after the short gambling session..
..dearie was bored i think..
..he was looking at me play manjong the whole night..

..the manjong session....after manjong..
..we went down to 1819 for the christmas celebration..
..i countdown at teng's hse..
..it feel really weird when everyone is drunk and u are not..

..happening at 1819....it is me again..
..i dunno wat i am drinking though..
..Rend passed it to me de..
..it tasted like peppermint..

..me with the needle.. ..i enjoyed my night..
..Merry Christmas everyone!!..

2008-12-22T17:24:00.003+08:00

..was doing nutting in the office..
..realised that i haven been really posting pictures of myself..
..my hair is long enuff to tie up le..
..feel so happy..

..the most recent pic of me..

..i love this new pic of mine....christmas is coming..

..3 more days to christmas..
..huRray!!..
..i am totally looking forward for christmas..
..busy busy me..

..24th dec..
..we will be gg to Teng's hse for party..
..she will be whipping some dishes up for us..
..i hope it is edible..
..will be manjong-ing and dvd-ing after dinner..

..25th dec..
..my long waited bbq at xiaowei's hse..
..i think it will be fun right..
..but Jerrin they all might not be joining us cause everyone's got to work on the 26th..
..i will try to coax them in coming..

..26th dec - 28th dec..
..think i will be getting leave on that day..
..i need to see the dentist on that day..
..need to prepare for Genting trip at night..
..baby will be driving up to genting again..
..i love car trips with baby..

..3th Jan - 4th Jan..
..Hot Boys Kelong at Tanjung Lehman..
..we need to head off as early as 6 am in the morning..
..will be the sun, fishing and swimming..
..will be having lots and lots of stars at nights..
..fun fun and more fun i hope..

..i will be busy from the end of the 2008 to the start of the 2009..
..love my schedule so much..
..let's rock the time away..
..pictures will be uploaded when i am free..

..i have not bought any presents for christmas yet..

2008-12-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

..i am waiting for baby to come home..

..he have been busy past two days..
..i waited for him till like 10pm on sat..
..he den come to sengkang and pick me up..
..didnt wanna meet him since it was late..
..but he insisted!!..

..he brought me back to his hse..
..watch a few horror movies online again..
..end the night at ard 2 plus..
..because he need to wake up at 7am today..

..he said he will be back like 12 noon today..
..it is alr 4.20 and yet he is still not back yet..
..i am alone at his hse..
..so bored and hungry..

..i spent my weekend jus like that..
..waiting and waiting..

2008-12-20T15:40:00.001+08:00

..packing day..

..woke up sure early today..
..9 am in the morning..
..think i fallen asleep like 3 plus last night..
..missy tan is not back when i fallen asleep while waiting for her..

..didnt wanna waste any time on packing the stuffs..
..so i started out with the clothes..
..jiayun had already filtered out the wans and dont..
..should be a easy job for me..

..i was wrong..
..i had a hard time on throwing away the clothes..
..some of them is alr ard for like 5 or 6 years..
..didnt have the heart to throw them away..
..it is either a gift or make me remb somethings out of it..

..my "no rules" t-shirt..

..do anyone still remb who gave it to me..
..i still remb who gave it to me though..
..it was once very dear to me..

..my "ultraman" shirt.. ..i never wear that before..
..a little too kiddy for me..
..i love ultraman that time so august bought it for me..
..it is a thailand gift i think..
..for christmas?..i can't really remb..

..my knee-guard..
..a secondary school stuff..
..was in the volleyball team..
..everyone bought it for the competition i think..
..been like abt 10 yrs..
..jiayun was laughing all the while when i am pondering on throwing it or not..

..baggy jeans.. ..i still kept alot of baggy jeans at home..
..i mean before ytd..
..i threw them all away le..
..i used to loved wearing them to everywhere i go..

..the pile of jeans..
..i had to threw all that away..
..out of fashion or i cant fit in anymore..
..i was like 35 kg that time when i bought all those jeans..
..all the money juz flew away..

..after the clothes and accessories..
..i had to throw my toys..
..i had all kinds of history for all the toys..
..so it is hard for me to decide which to throw..

..i wun be telling you which are those treasured ones..
..i will only intro the one that is with me for the longest..
..ta dehz..
..he is such a dearest to me ya..
..i dunno when i have it and all le..
..but i noe he shld be the one that is ard for the longest..
..some of them mummy alr threw away..

..those that are on the floor are those i am giving away..there are alot more on the other side.. ..the whole living room is in a mess..
..i haven finish clearing everything..
..OMG..

2008-12-20T02:26:00.002+08:00

..Bliss at Ponggol Park again..

..met up with Jerrin last night for a chat..
..since baby is going to work till very late at night and i have to go home to help mummy clear up the hse ya..
..been really long since i last meet her fora chat though..
..missy jiayun is away for a date..
..so she didnt come for the meet up..

..str after work..
..i took MRT to hougang to go there and meet Jerrin..
..she is late again..

..pictures tells all that night..
..i look super tired that day so no pictures of us ya..

..we are sitting at the non-smoking area..great view..

..my sirloin steak and her ham and cheese sticks and potatoes salad..
.. my favourite sotong balls..
..our caramel waffles..
..we talked abt wat happened between the both of us during this time..
..a nice catch up for the both of us ya..
..gossiped abt our boyfriends..
..had conservations abt the future and past..
..i loved the times spent with her..
..too bad missy tan is not ard..

..went back home at ard 12.30..
..missy tan is not back yet..
..heard from august she is drunk..
..waiting for her to come back..

..waiting..
..still waiting..

2008-12-17T17:16:00.009+08:00

..this is wat happened ytd..

..Can we eat steamboat today?..
..Okay..
..Really..u will eat with me?..

..i have this huge craving for steamboat..
..i really wanna eat so much..
..can u feel wat i am feeling..

..after work..
..baby took me to Sim Lim Towers..
..my stupid iphone cant have any ringtones..
..i juz cant figure it out at all..
..i threw my temper the day before i think..
..that's why we are there to solve this stupid problem..

..nvm abt my phone thingy..
..den baby brought me to walk ard Sim Lim towers..
..we ended up in the food court..
.."Baby..u wanna see if there is anything u wan to eat?.."
..i looked at him..looked at the stalls..looked on the floor..
.."Hokkien noodles?..
.."Anything?!"
..he stopped and think awhile..
.."u wanna eat steamboat huhz?"..
.."we can eat it if u wan.."

..den we drove off to bugis area..
..i didnt throw temper ya mind u..
..we ended up at this fish-head steamboat thingy..
..not the steamboat i wan..
.."u wanna try this?"..
.."Okiez"..
(in my heart)..will this be nice??..

..i didnt even noe how to place order..
..it is only the fish-head steamboat with different fish to choose frm..
..then it is like those pick and choose cooked dishes..
..nutting to be cook frm my side..
..only golden mushroom..

..the steamboat arrived..
..old steamboat container with charcoal inside..
..nutting special..
..he tasted the soup..
.."baby..this tastes nice.."

...i tried..
..and to my very surprise..
..i loved the soup..
..i loved everything in the soup..
..it is super tasty and nice..

..the old fashioned way of eating steamboat.. ..the side dishes we ordered.. ..baby picking out his fish slices..
..i wanna go there again to eat..
..even though dear say we sure only go there once a year..
..he dun eat fish head i forget to say..
..but i noe he wun do that to me..

..love ya baby..

2008-12-15T14:45:00.007+08:00

..movie day again..

..i am having hangover..

..boO..muz be the beer last night..

..i feel sick..

..baby wanna watch "Twilight"..

..so we watched the movie..
..i was not really in the mood ya..
..u will know wat i mean when u are having hangover the whole day..

..stupid show i muz say..
..no interesting storyline..
..stupid plot and not so fantastic effects..

..overall..
..it sucks..
..rated 2/5 salted popcorns..

..this end my sunday..
..peacefully..

2008-12-14T15:40:00.007+08:00

..healthly lifestyle..

..we did gym-ing,swimming,jaccuzi and steambath ytd..
..with the accompany of jiayun and teng..
..i am so-called drag to exercise..
..been sO sO sO sO long since i last exercise..

..they came over at ard 2 plus to Central to meet me here..
..the gym is situated in this building itself..
..very nice and quiet place i muz say..
..feel like the whole place juz belong to us..

..i was forced to take this photo!.. ..snapshot by teng.. ..the environment is so quiet and it is only us..
..we finished our exercising session ard 6 plus..
..we exercised for like 4 hrs..OMG..
..went for a short dinner at the Hongkong Cafe at central..
..i was damn hungry and tired..

..after the dinner..
..my dear little sister wanna sing ktv..
..we went ard chinatown in hope that we can find cheap and cosy ktv room..
..in vain though..
..it is a saturday so i guess u know wat i wanna say..

..we decided to go to Sandborg for ktv session..
..credits to mR xioNg to reserve a room for me..
..did i say even mention that is a nightclub??..

..the name of the nightclub in the room.. ..me(without any makeup) and baby.. ..jiayun and me looking tired.. ..will any idiots think we are working there with this dressing??.. ..i took it without them noticing..the rest of them keep walking ard.. ..me..
..it is drinking and more drinking there..
..lots of fun and laughter in the room..
..they were making fun of everyone that tried to walk into the room..
..and i have my fair big share in singing..

..we started drinking abt 9 at night..
..the session ended ard 3 in the morning..
..i was dead beat by the end of the day..
..i am drunk..
..baby managed to drag me home i think..

..i had fun..
..let's have more ktv session okiez..
..love ya baby..
..thanks for spending the whole night with me..

2008-12-13T14:03:00.009+08:00

..a great day..

..i was feeling lazy the whole day..
..thanks goodness i went out to run errands for the day..
..went to the bank and go to the school..
..in between of those work intervals..
..i met Kenny for a rather late lunch..
..my beloved sushi meal..

..my favourite and a must for me!!..

..the food i had that day.. ..all this are my favourites..
..it is such nice good time to catch up with my ex-schoolmates..
..i heard a number of shocking news from him too..
..i not suppose to say anything abt it here..
..i am so glad everyone is doing well..

..after work at central..
..i have the most wonderful dinner with my sister and teng..
..baby was tired so he missed all the good food..
..i would like to use this chance to intro this restaurant at Liang court to everyone reading this blog..

..Saizeriya Italian Restaurant..
..the pictures show it all..
..they were all super delicious..

..the spicy chicken wings.. ..the sausages....my seafood pasta..only the pic on the menu..we ate too fast....the beef steak....both of them waiting for me to finish taking the photos of the food....jiayun steal the vegs!!.. ..the best part of the resturant..
..the total bill is like only 30 bucks..
..so cheap..
..the food really taste not bad at all..
..a must-try if u are near Liang court..

..went brewerks after the dinner for a short drink..
..was talking rubbishs and craps over there..
..Teng's friend joined us shortly after we arrived too..
..she ordered food again..
..cheese and garlic pizza..
..the crust was nice and crispy though..
..i didnt eat the cheese at all..
..i hate them..

..my IPA from Brewerks.. ..the cheese and garlic pizza..
..baby reached finally after our drinks at brewerks..
..wanted to go to pump room after brewerks..
..but it was full hse and long queue outside..
..there is a flea market at clarke quey that night..
..baby bought me a tank top and a long dress..

..in the end..
..teng and her friend went home after our shopping..
..as for us..
..the three of us headed to acoustic for a short drink and singing..
..and off we all headed home..

..i enjoyed my night fully..

2008-12-12T14:16:00.001+08:00

..movie day again..

..went to cineleisure ytd..
..wanna to catch the movie..

.."The Day The Earth Stood Still"..
..i am always in love with this kind of movie..
..end of the world stuffs..

..bought the tickets for 2 @ 11.50pm..
..the earlier time slots was all full..
..since it was early..
..we decided to have a simple dinner at cine itself..

..found this in the foodcourt at cine..
..i feel interesting ya..
..i am a hard-core steamboat lover..
..i will try any steamboat that comes by my way..
..so there is no escape for this..

..the one person steamboat i ordered..

..look at the little piggy fishcake..
..i ordered the seafood platter with the tom yam soup..
..not too bad for the soup..
..foodcourt stuffs wat u expect out of it??..
..the serving for the items is huge..
..can be shared among two person..
..i cant finish all the food..

..the food in the pot.. ..see that flame..it is abt to be done.. ..baby's dinner for the day..
..back to the movie..
..it is not as exciting as i thought it would be..
..rather disappointing for me ya..
..but it did bring some messages across to me..
..go see it if u wanna noe wat actually happen..
..rated 3/5 salted popcorns..

..overall..
..it is a fulfilling day for me..

2008-12-11T13:59:00.003+08:00

..i am so grateful to someone..
..thanks to him..
..u noe who u are..

..my phone is alr jail-break..
..hurray!!..
..time for the themes and all..

2008-12-09T19:17:00.005+08:00

..birthday celebrating for daddy!!..

..well knowing that he does not like to go too far..
..we had our dinner at the 'Soup Restaurant' in Compass Point..
..baby was there having dinner with us too..
..i love the decor in there..
..always cosy and retro..
..the feeling is like u are in china olden days..

..the pictures shows it all..

..the all-time favourite..Samsui chicken..

..e dishes..i can't remb all their names..

..more dishes....brother and mummy....daddy and brother.. ..dinner was fast..
..i expected it though..
..my dad can eat super fast..
..didnt really like it though..
..like rushing for something when we are eating..
..we spent more time queuing den eating..

..jiayun was not feeling well..
..think she didnt have enuff sleep..
..was a little rush..
..thus we didnt take any photos of the whole family..

..went orchard again with baby after dinner..
..Reason?..
..his Christmas present!!..

..his new gucci wallet.. ..the side view of the wallet.. ..a new bought blazer for him.. ..my zara top.. ..vest and jacket.. ..my new gucci wallet.. ..the top view..i love it..it matches with my bag..
..i am in love with a gucci sunglasses..
..anyone wanna buy me as christmas present?..

..i had a great day..
..loves my baby and family..

2008-12-08T03:41:00.003+08:00

..happy day..

..went to Cathay to watch Bolt 3D..
..it is a new experience for me..
..since i never watch 3D movies in the cinema before..
..a good entertaining show i muz say..
..had a great time laughing..

..it is really fully awsome!!..

..walk ard orchard when we finished the movie..
..cant really decided where to go..
..cause there are so many ppl ard ytd..
..cant resist taking picture of orchard road and christmas tree again..
..the pictures show it all..

..the balloon like lighting i like....the christmas tree in taka.. ..baby bought me i phone from Singtel..
..spent some time queuing up for the phone ya..
..i cant made up my mind if i really wan that phone..
..kc910i or i phone..
..but anyway..
..i got the i phone 3G 16GB..
..i super love my dearie..

..bye to my w910i.. ..the wallpaper is me..can it be seen?.. ..welcome to my 3G i phone.. ..i love the pearl white colour.. ..i cant jailbreak my phone..
..feel like dying..
..i have been trying for like 3 hrs alr..

..any kind soul wanna help me??..

2008-12-04T19:38:00.002+08:00

..feeling down..

..ytd after work..
..august called me..
..we talked abt some personal stuffs when i am in baby's car..

..i cant really remb wat i say..
..i was a little drunk..
..all i remb is i dun feel good after saying all that to her..
..i said something that i actually was telling to myself and andrew..
..anyway andrew was not listening..

..i feel so bad..
..i didnt noe i have made him feel like that..
..i am upset that i made him upset..
..i am sry ya..

..do i really noe wat i wan..
..am i grabbing on someone that may not acutally need me at all?..

2008-12-03T15:24:00.002+08:00

..didnt go home ytd even though i change my schedule with sarah..
..baby brought me to Overseas Family School instead..
..purpose??..
..he wan to mantain and service his helicopter..

..i was resting in the car when he is servicing his helicopter..
..suddenly he came to his car and say..
.."Baby, u wanna go swimming?"
..i was like "huhz?"..
.."we dun have anything to wear to the pool"..

..so..
..he drove me to Far East and i bought a bikini there..
..yes..dun question..
..i am swimming at 9.30 in the night at the school..
..no..
..no photos was taken cause the cam was in his car..

..after a short swim..
..we went to take away our dinner..
..after dinner..
..baby was saying..
.."let's do the masks we bought ytd..

..pictures of him with the mask on..

..he and his funny face.. ..by the time we hit the sack..
..it is like 2 plus in the night..
..maybe i shld have work that night..

..my shoulders are in pain..

2008-12-02T14:55:00.006+08:00

..it is a movie night ytd..

..went for steamboat at parkway after work..
..didnt taste very nice ya..
..maybe because i am having the whole steamboat all by myself..
..baby eating the spare rib rice..

..went ard for a little shopping..
..bought biscuits for the office..
..have been so busy that i have always been missing my lunch..
..as usual..
..baby bought alot of junk and rubbish food which i dun eat..

..think i really need to buy a new phone..
..my w910i is dying on me..
..i didnt noe wat phone to buy though..
..should i get a i phone???..
..thinking and pondering..

..went to cine after dinner..
..was deciding on the shows at first..
..but baby bought "Body Of Lies" when i went to the ladies..
..even though i ask him to choose but that wasn't even in the two shows i choose..

..the show was quite exciting..
..not as boring as i thought though..
..interesting show..
..but a little gross and draggy at certain parts..
..3.5/5 popcorns ya..

..i am tired..
..my shoulders still hurt..
..luckily sarah is willing to change schedule with me today..
..thanks sweetie..
..love ya..

2008-12-01T03:35:00.002+08:00

..this feeling hurts..
..i dunno wat's wrong with me..
..i am angry..pissed off..

..why shld i always avoid her..
..did anyone noe how i feel when i have to avoid her..
..why shld i even avoid her..
..i am the one now right..

..i am really very hurt when i hear all that..
..wat u mean by if something happen..
..u dunno wat to do???..
..will i be even stupid enuff to let her do something to me??..

..u wan my trust..
..how to trust when i dunno any single thing..
..i am not there when u meet her..
..i cant even guess how u feel towards her..
..wonder wat's that feeling??..

..i dunno wat i shld do..
..i dunno wat i wan..
..i dun wan to cry anymore..

..i am tired..
..sick abt everything that is linked to her..

2008-11-30T14:08:00.005+08:00

..dearie pick me up from work ytd..
..was expecting him to send me back home though..
..since he aso have to work on sat..
..so i expect him to be tired..
..surprisingly..
..he wanna go shopping!!..

..went orchard to shop ard..
..so sad to say there is nutting to buy at all..
..i shopped for like 4 hrs yet i didnt buy anything..
..dearie did better den me..
..at least he bought jeans..

..i realised that i am old le...
..after 4 hrs of shopping..
..my leg hurt..
(might because of the heels)
..i feel really tired..
..make baby to drive to cine from wheelock there..

..jam!!..
..u noe why..
..is the lightings that is making everyone so slow in driving..
..it is acutally a joy to sit in the car and enjoy the lightings..
..pictures captured!!..

..lightenings and cars at orchard road..

..they are so beautiful....the angels....the christmas tree at wheelock i think....the blue ribbon....they look like balloons to me....the red ribbon outside chanel.. ..the red ribbon tied on the trees of taka.. ..i love this dangling blue lights....after a quick dinner at coffee club..
..they wanna watch movie..
..this time round..
..the guys got excited abt this show called "Quarantine"..
..and of course i am not excited at all..

..after buying the tickets..
..i realised that i will be watching a horror movie instead of a thriller..
..so nice of me to actually watch 2 horror movies in a row with baby..
..i am an idiot..

...the show sucks..
..it is jus about scaring ppl ard..
..humans got rabies cause of some insane ppl..
..seeing ppl bitting ppl ard..
..not any good plot..
..scary scenes and loud sounds..
..i remb one scene that got me crying and sprained my shoulders..
..2/5 popcorns..

..i hate horror!!!..

2008-11-28T17:21:00.003+08:00

..yippee..
..i had dinner with the girls ytd at east coast..
..my favourite..
..bbq steamboat..

..the table setting....the food that i am ready to cook them!!....my favourite tom yam soup..slurps....credits to jiayun for deshelling the prawns....before dinner..
..while waiting for missy jerrin..
..me and jiayun tried to catch the elmo..
..but..
..we didnt noe how to catch them..
..and wasted money on it..

..look at all those cute elmo....he was about to fall..but i didnt manage to catch it..
..i love having dinner with them!!..

2008-11-26T18:01:00.005+08:00

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Xmas Celebration‏

From: Teng Lew
Sent: 26 November 2008 09: 30AM
To: Jiayun ; Joan Tan ; Xiaowei

Hey gals,

Can we arrange the BBQ on the 25th at Xiaowei's house?
It's good to have a gathering once a year where we are all able to meet up and enjoy.
Please think of the people you wanna ask along.

Joan - Please try to give urself a break on that day so we can get ourselves drunk on that day k. Everyone misses you so please try not to work on that day.

Let's do up the guest list soon so I can see how much food & drinks we need.

I can prepare the food that day since am not wking.

Cheers,
Teng

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..second post of the day..
..i am really bored ya..
..or rather..
..the above e-mail shocked me!!!..

..to Teng..
..that sounds a little like threatening ya..
..i will be there..
..that's why i change the date to the 25th ya..

..maybe i can dun work on the 24th ya..
..i cant make up my mind..
..which day will be better for everyone???..
..choose for me can..
..even i work or dun work..
..dun make any difference ya..
..since i always neber go work @ le bar now..

..aNyone want to join us for BBQ..
..i believe it will be fun!!!..

2008-11-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

..my baby's sick..

..for the past 2 or 3 days..
..it seems like he dunno eat how many kinds of tablets to make himself feel better..
..i really dunno how to take care of a sick person ya..
..can only see him in pain and agony..

..he cant eat things that he loved anymore..
..i have been forcing him to eat less oily and heaty food..
..but i am eating those forbidden food beside him..
..feel so bad..
..but it is all for his own good ya..

..took the photos of him ytd in his car..
..i practically force him to put on my sunglasses and take them..
..i am a bad girlfriend i noe..
..he is alr not feeling well le yet..
..i made him take all those photos..

..being forced..

..my big glasses and a sick him....i like this pic the most.. ..get well soon ya baby..
..tml i wanna go east coast to eat my favourite bbq steamboat..
..lalalalalala..
..opps..

2008-11-24T03:46:00.018+08:00

..!!! shopping and movie day !!!..

..was raining when we went out..
..caught the rainbow when he is driving..
..it sure marks a happy day..

..at ecp....can u spot the rainbow??.. ..went kallang leisure for the car carnival..
..didnt really see cars there ya..
..was busy shopping for shoes..
..i wanna go ice-skating!!..
..i miss those days in school..

..after abt a hr or so..
..we finally picked our shoes!!..
..i bought a shirt for workout too..
..now i need shorts!!..
..i am all ready for exercise..
..muz really try to make exercise part of my life..

..the front view of our shoes.. ..the side view.. ..i love the shoes we bought.. ..my shirt.. ..was so hungry and cold when we finished buying the shoes..
..didnt wanna eat dinner so early so we ended up having..
..DoNuts..
..baby had 4 and i had 3 donuts..
..terry helped out with e remaining 2..

..i love donuts....they are really yummy!!.. ..went cine after our shopping..
..they wanna to watch movies since we cant decide where to go..
..and to my horror..
..the coffin is still showing!!..

..after dunno how long baby tried to convince me..
..i agree reluctantly to watch the movie..
..baby was so happy that he keep cuddling and kiss me after he bought the tickets..
..i mean..
..i dun watch horror movies AT ALL..
..they gives me nightmares..

..after the show..
..we went newton to eat supper because..
..baby was craving for stingray!!..
..the pictures shows it all..

..stingray and fried oysters..baby's favourite.. ..the fruit platter terry ordered.. ..my favourite rock melon!!.. ..during supper.. ..our finished supper.. ..after supper..
..they started playing baby's helicopter at the car park..
..i was sitting in the car..
..watching a grp of over-grown kids getting excited..
..the helicopter crashed upon landing..
..but it survived..
..hais..

..they playing with the toy i hate the most!!..lol.. ..bored and tired me in the car.. ..i am so full..
..even though i think i ate the least..
..i totally forgotten abt the big bowl of niang dou fu i ate before the movie..
..i feel so sinful and bloated now..

..i had real wonderful day..
..thanks darling..
..and happiE 6 months anniversary..

2008-11-21T14:44:00.004+08:00

..stoning in the office now..
..was really tired today..
..dunno wat is making me so sleepy this few days..

..ytd went mt faber with baby and uncle tony..
..it is not the first time me and baby went jewel box..
..though the first time was only us..
..but i didnt get any pictures taken..

..ask baby to bring the laptop up to the hill for me..
..not to blog there but to work there..
..was waiting for him in his car..
..i am so tired that day..

..he took my phone away so i can only cam-whored..

..had a great chat up session with uncle tony..
..it will be really nice if i dun have to work at that time..
..i heard a shocking news tOo..
..she sold her pub le at a shocking price!!..

..the beautiful 'xmas' tower....the place is better then the first one we went..
..it looked cosier and we can smoke there..
..wonderful place to chill out!!..
..maybe i have a better mood that day..
..even the cable car trip feels better and sweetier den the first time..

..the happenings.. ..never take much pictures there too..
..was busy working and disturbing my guy..
..he seems very jealous today ya..

..i will go there again soon..

2008-11-19T15:48:00.005+08:00

..i am super not in the mood now..
..i wanna to blog on food today..
..but i think forget abt it for now bahz..

..i am pissed off..
..if u really need those things in a hurry..
..kindly call the person that is doing it to hurry..
..not chase the ppl that only go down and take..
..i am now not the one that is doing it..

..i hate working like this..
..simple things like making a template and calling..
..why dun you all call urself or do it urself..
..i am not always very free to do stuffs like that..

..even though i am the only admin working here..
..but things that are so simple can't u all do it urself..
..it is not like u guys have lots of things to do..
..other den smoking and wat else!!..

..preparing one stupid template need only abt 5 mins..
..wun it be better dat u noe wat u wan and type it urself..
..better den i keep asking am i doing the right things..
..it wasted both our time..

..i hate ppl to talk and no work..

..i cried ytd..
..feeling insecure and empty again..
..no one will ever utds how i feel now..

2008-11-18T18:42:00.013+08:00

..i steal this post from kEnnY's bLog..
..juz feel like ranting abt it..
..dun think too much..
..my guy still consider treating me not bad..

..even though sometime he is quite a blockhead..
..dearie i am not complaining here..

..What a girl really wan from a guy..

..the guy's point of view..

MOST IMPORTANT: She wants someone who will be willingly to listen to her problems, whines and complaints and grumbles UNCONDITIONALLY.

Be her emotional support

Be a gentleman even when an argument, quarrel and pillow fighting breaks out.

PROTECT her heart man.

Shower her with lots of love ok that is why she agrees to be enslaved into your heart guys!

Be a man and tell her the REAL REASON why you want a breakup. Dun give stupid and crappy reasons like "NO time". Please release her from the suffering at the soonest time and that can only be achieved by telling the REAL REASON. The only reason is YOU DUN LOVE HER ANYMORE so PLEASE say it ok thanks dun be a jerk.

Be there for her whenever you can if she needs you cause, you never know, it can enhance and further strengthen your bond together.

..My point of view..

All of the above are correct!!!

Say and do the right things at the right time!!
(..dun say anything that is irrelevant to wat the girls are saying..)

Shower her with kisses and hugs..at any moment of the day

Say sweet stuffs which is realistic

Dun promise her anything unless u are sure u are able to do it..

Dun do childish and silly things in front of ur girl's friend..
(..u dun wan her friends to say u are silly and look like a kid..)

Give her freedom and space like u need urs..

Whatever u wish her to do..Pls make sure u are able to do it first..
(..it applies the same to girls ya..Dun expect the impossible..)

Dun expect her to do the things ur ex can..
(Every single girl is unique and special.)

Girls have PMS and mood swings easily..not that they wan it to..
(..guys..if u cannot take it at that point..pls do not say any hurtful words..)

If your gf is angry..Give her a hug or kiss to make her feel better..

Dun assume or guess wat ur girl is angry abt!!!
(..even if she dun say now..she will say it one fine day..)

If u think that the rship dun work out at all..kindly tell her the reason..
(..it will be better before she realise u are flirting behind her back..Angry girls are scary..)

Be truthful always..
(..if she look pretty..tell her that..if she is not..tell her too..)

No girl will stay beside a guy if she dun love the guy..

(this do not applies to ppl whom have more than one guy or girl)

DUN promise a girl things and not do it!!
(pls dun say for the sake of saying..it hurts sometimes if u are not able to do it..)

NEVER let a girl walk behind u!!
(we are suppose to be ur gf..so walk beside us..)

If u wan the girl to have u as the one and only..

u MAKE SURE u aso treat her as the one and only..

Learn to trust her like u wan her to trust u..

Girls think more den u guys do..

(guys if u think that is not a problem..it does not mean it is not a problem at all)

..it is juz my point of view here..
..anymore of it can tag me at the tagboard..
..if i am wrong..
..feel free to correct me..

2008-11-17T13:13:00.003+08:00

...i got my new specs...

..waited quite long for the person to find my specs..
..was having fun at the shop itself..
..i behaved like a kid that day..

..while waiting..

..after 10 mins of waiting..
..i wore it to work today..
..think i am still not used to the degree bahz..
..it is making my head spin..

..me and my new specs.. ..thanks baby!!..

2008-11-13T02:01:00.002+08:00

..i hate it when it is like this..
..i spent time waiting for u..
..i stay at home to wash all the clothes..
..i am jus like a housewife with a job in the morning..

..u dun even wanna help me out when u see me hanging the clothes..
..u didnt even to bother to give me a hug when u reach home..
..u didnt even bother to plant me a kiss after me working so hard the whole day..
..u only wan to turn on the com and play that stupid game..

..i cannot be compared with non-living..
..u are spending too much time on it..
..i hate it when i am not interested in all that yet u keep wanting me to see wat is it..
..if u think they are so real..
..then so be it!!!..

..never mind..
..i have my own things to do too..
..i cant be bothered with you..
..pissed off!!!..

..why am i not feeling better..
..i no longer wan to throw temper at u le..
..because it is of no use!!!..

..dun bother abt me..
..i am juz ranting..

2008-11-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

..went bugis after work..
..need specs so badly cause my eyes seems like gg to have infection soon..
..been wearing contacts too much..
..anyway so nice of baby to pay for my specs..

..i had my first time ytd..
..i tried on..
..FoOt RefLexoLogy..
..baby brought me to try them..

..at the foot reflexology shop..

..my eyes so big..cause it tickles..

..he was making fun of me all the time..

..it hurts at some points..
..but it is tickles at some points..
..not too bad an experience i think..
..my legs do feel lighter after the massage..

..the ppl that help to do the foot reflexology were friendly too..
..we talked thru the whole 40 mins..
..it was a nice first experience..
..i have digusting info abt the fish spa thingy..
..i wanna so much to try at first..
..but after wat i heard..
..i change my mind..
..i dun wan to have legs full of germs..

..i had steamboat after my foot reflexology..
..huRraY!!..
..i juz love having steamboat at Xian De Lai..
..esp. with tenG, jiayun and baby..

..the steamboat with lots of meatballs..

..the happenings during dinner..

..baby and me..

..i am so contented after the meal..

..i am craving for a bbq session badly..
..i miss all the fun during bbq..
..any kind soul wanna organize??..

2008-11-11T18:41:00.004+08:00

..was bored during the first half of the day..
..tried to suprise baby with the photos i have done up..
..but dun think it is the way i want it though..
..any comments??..

..the photos i have done with picasa..

..this is the pic i like the most..
..but something is missing..

..this pic consists of all the photos i like....i love all the pics here but something seems wrong....our pics....i am so busy now..
..maybe will blog soon..
..if something happening happens..

2008-11-10T15:46:00.005+08:00

..it was a total tired day today..
..the rain are falling..
..wat good weather to sleep..
..i am so tired that i think i can even fall asleep when i stand..

..went to a wedding dinner at hotel intercontinental..
..a very nice place i muz say..
..but i didnt really like the food there..
..the lights was dimmed and gives out a cosy feeling..
..it made the wedding look and feel so romantic..

..i think i have 5 or 6 gls of beer during the dinner..
..thanks to my cousin ya..
..it is like been so long since i really drink so much during dinner..

..the bride and the groom....the pouring of champagne....the happenings during the dinner....jiayun and me....mummy and brother....my pic..
..after the dinner..
..baby came to drive mummy and brother home..
..me and jiayun ended up at crew room with xiaowei and jolyn..
..sry darling..
..was supposed to have tea with you..

..we had fun there at crew room when everyone came down..
..it was so fun..
..we had martell and beer..
..playing and shouting like the whole pub only got us..
..it seems like it has been so long since i have this fun..

..jiayun,me and xiaowei....the tower dat seems stuck.. ..and thanks to all the playing and chatting last night..
..i am wat i am now..
..dozing off..
..at any moment..

..i enjoy myself fully last night..
..thanks wei and deliang accompanying me the whole night..
..sry darling..
..i make u didnt sleep well again..

2008-11-07T19:37:00.003+08:00

..it was busy at the office today..
..but i still found some quiet time alone in the office to cam-whore..
..it is about time i intro my loves in the office..

..my beloved plant..
..i watered and looked after it since day 1 it is brought back..

..the little ones.. ..my workplace in the office....me and all the photos today....my favourite pic of the day.. ..i am rather bored don't i..
..but i am really busy today..
..i jus miss having ppl beside me working..
..i am always alone..

..need to go work later..
..hope it is not boring..
..drained and tired..

2008-11-05T18:35:00.004+08:00

..i had a great dinner ytd..
..found a resturant at Ponggol park..
.."bLiss"..

..nice place i muz say..
..the food there was great too..
..big portion and properly cooked..
..the ambiance was great too..
..they have nice songs there..
..dinning by the pond..
..try imagine it..

..the pictures tell all..

..me with my erdinger....my sambal dory....his fish and chips....him eating it....our finished meal!!.. ..i wanna go there with jerrin and jiayun..
..for food and wine..
..for the chatting and gossipping..
..i miss them..

2008-11-04T18:29:00.013+08:00

..was at jack's place for dinner ytd..
..the parkway branch..
..lots of memories flashed back whenever i am back at parkway..

..baby was bored while waiting for the food..
..he was making funny faces all the time..
..me???..
..cam-whoring of course..
..took a few silly photos..

..me while waiting..

..us while waiting.. ..my sambal steak came..
..it was not sizzling like i expected it too..
..it no longer taste as nice as before i think..
..dunno why..
..but the lobster soup still taste good..

..my food and him eating his food.. ..after dinner went shopping at Giants..
..den headed back home tgt with baby..
..didnt do much @ home..
..he was just slacking ard..
..and i do my mask and reading my book..

..did i say he bought ba kwa to my hse??..
..my little baby got crazy abt the smell..
..below are the pictures of him hoping to get some of it..

..all photos of him....my big baby teasing my little baby....my favourite pic of the day.. ..i am too free today..
..didnt feel like working though..
..i had so much in my mind..

..picture of me in the office..
..i love this pic..

2008-11-01T15:31:00.009+08:00

..31th oCt..
..halloween nite @ le bar..
..it is a good dress up nite for the year..
..all the waitress wore black that night..
..cindy came back to le bar..
..huRray..

..the costumes that night..

..me and the nerdy glass.. ..maLcoLm and me....me and dOn....douglas and me....the four of us....the 3 waitress that night....me and cindy....me and owen....me and james.. ..me and kenny.. ..charles and me....zac and me....steven and me....andy and me.. ..jeremy and me.. ..all the staffs of le bar....cUstomers @ le bar....the happenings.. ..i had fun last night..
..did u miss the happenings and fun last night..
..join us @ le bar nxt yr..

..i can't wait for christmas this year!!!..

2008-10-25T15:13:00.006+08:00

..Saturday again..
..stuck in the office as usual..
..i dunno wat to do today..
..feel that i have tons and tons of things to do..
..but yet i am blogging here..

..i feel like i am in a mess..
..i have so much things to complain..
..so much till i dunno wat to say..
..how nice if i am at the sea-side now..
..drinking my Caramel-Frau frm starbucks..

..been very long since i update pictures..
..been busy with work and my silly thoughts..
..i miss sarah..
..miss all her nonsenses during work..

..she took this when i am working..

..she always take this kind of photos during work....taken when we are bored at work....i love this photo.. ..my life sucks..
..i need excitement and goals in my life..

2008-10-24T15:41:00.003+08:00

..busy days seems to be ahead of me..
..sometimes i feel that i cant breathe properly..
..is this good or bad..
..my pay is not raised anyway..

..been staying at home for 2 days..
..awfully sick..
..didnt even go send jiayun..
..bOoo..bad sister i am..

..i think i think too much..
..but this few days i keep having the urge..

..maybe i shld give both of u another chance..
..a chance to realise if u guys are still able to be tgt mahz..
..shld i get into this kind of unwanted troubles..
..i believe i will feel heart-broken if they are back tgt..

..i noe all abt ur dreams and wat u wan in life..
..but i dun see myself in it..
..i dun feel i am in the picture when u are saying abt them..
..i am hurt..

..i still sense it when i talk abt her..
..i dun like this feeling though..
..maybe i really shld find a day and talk to her..
..i think i am out of my mind..

..i am confused..

2008-10-19T18:25:00.007+08:00

..i had a dream juz now..
..am i being thinking too much abt it..
..i am rather bothered abt wat they tell me..

..we saw her on the roadside with someone..
..he wanna to talk to her..
..i didnt bother so much and walk away..

..suddenly..
..i hear her screams..
.."dun think i dunno why u two are tgt?"
..at the same time..
..she sway his hands away..

..she walked angrily towards me..
..she raised up her hand and wanna slap me..
..i hold back her hand..
.."wat rights do u have to slap me?"..

..we were quarrelling..
..i dint even get the ending..
..i woke up..

..i hate this..
..i wanna to noe the ending..
..does that mean the days we are meeting each other is nearing??..

..i am down with fever again..
..muz be the busy day i have ytd..

..went to change tyre with baby ytd..
..he didnt like the previous tyre he had..
..den he send me to suntec to attend bEar bEar's company DND..
..so sweet of him..

..the process of changing the tyre.. ..our pictures that day.. ..didnt take any pic during the DND..
..so pai sei..
..cause i didnt noe anyone there so i dun dare to cam-whore..

..i did enjoy myself ytd..
..and i love everything i have now..

2008-10-17T02:34:00.001+08:00

..i feel like crying..
..is it wat they say..
..or is it wat he shows..

.i am not so sure..
..maybe i drink too much le..
..maybe i think too much le..

..looking at him now..
..i am pondering..
..will it all be better if things is juz like before..
..when he had her beside..

..i dun wish to let go yet..
..真没用..
..everyone say a little i will feel bad abt it..

..i hate to see myself like this..

2008-10-14T01:57:00.007+08:00

..jo-aN is hApPy..

..thAnks foR accoMpanYinG mE..

..thaNks foR lisTeNinG tO mE..

..thaNks foR aLL thE chaNgEs maDe..

..thAnKs foR bEinG swEet aNd niCe..

..thaNks gOd fOr leTtinG mE mEet yoU..

..my most recent pics..

2008-10-12T01:29:00.004+08:00

..diNner witH mUmmY @ Ju Shin Jung..
..sO sweet of baby tO aCc mE to havE dinnEr witH muMMy..
..the piCs sHows iT aLL..

..thE yuMmy fOod..

..raNdOm phOtO dUrIng dInnEr.. ..waT arE thEy loOkinG aT??.. ..iT was a niCe dinNer..
..thEy trIed the raw beef!!!..
..but thEy dun fiNd iT nicE at aLL!!!..

..haPpY biRthdaY mUmmY..
..sTaY yOunG anD haPpY alwaYs..

2008-10-11T14:53:00.006+08:00

..stuck at work now..
..still feeling sick..
..did i mention dat i vomitted 9 times ytd..
..was it the excessive drinking on thurs..

..i believe that our rship have improved alot past few days..
..he is more attentive to the things i wan and need..
..i feel so much happier then before..

..today is mummy's bday..
..bought her a watch from guess..
..dunno if she will like it..
..baby choose this watch de..

..the watch that baby choose.. ..i feel soOoo sick still..
..dunno if i should eat lunch today..
..i smell maggie noodles in the office..
..maybe i shall eat that for today..

..looKing fOrward for the dinNer with mummy today..

2008-10-10T16:49:00.014+08:00

..09/10/08..

..after work..
..got baby to drive me to buy lightbulbs for the office..
..juz nice he aso wanna do his car's tyre..
..poor "xiaobai"..
..one of his legs got injured due to the nails on the road..

..the poor car..

..after checking on his car..
..we headed down to Singapore Expo..
..sKy's bday @ jazz pub..

..thE hapPeninGs at jaZz puB.. ..saw alot of ppl that i didnt get to see for so long..
..so glad to have a little gathering..
..but anyway..
..i guess sKy kOr did have a great time..

..10/10/08..
..the clock struck 12 midnight..
..i wanna to leave jazz and go to studio 18..
..didnt manage to leave till it is like 1 plus in the morning..
..was half drunk alr..

..when reached studio 18..
..i somehow heard that my dearest sarah was drunk..
..though it is quite difficult not to get drunk during bday ya..
..even though my deaR saraH sweAr that she will neVer get drUnk agaiN..

..aLL the pRetty giRls....i have lots of fun and cam-whoring all the time..
..got quite a number of ugly photos of everyone..
..we are all almost drunk that night..
..i am very drunk..

..look at my face.. ..thE dRunKaRdS' pHoTos.. .haPpie biRtHday tO sKy kOr..
..aNd of couRsE..
..tO thE pReTtiEst tWinS i kNeW..
..saRaH aNd saNdRa..

2008-10-06T02:12:00.006+08:00

..went Ma Maison today with Jiayun,Frankie and Teng..
..we had a few dishes there..
..the photos shows it all..

..the deCor of thE restuRant....tHe meNu anD thE keY biLL....loVe tO hAvE dInnEr wItH thEm....thE foOd aNd deseRrts wE hAd.. ..i love the place..
..the decor made the restaurant very cosy and 'cottage' feel..
..the food are great too..
..juz that the brown sauce and soup is a little too salty for my liking..

..tml is monday again..
..busy busy week..
..will be working 5 days at le bar again..
..did i say i didnt turn up to work ytd..

..looking forward for dinner nxt sat..
..mummy's birthday!!!..
..let's go look for good food again..

..maybe i shld not ask for too much..

2008-10-04T16:28:00.003+08:00

..my life have been busy..
..been working day and night..
..but i dun feel any meaning in it..

..i dunno why i am making myself so busy..
..am i trying to make myself numb or something..
..am i trying to escape from something..
..i am not sure myself..

..been having flashbacks abt the past..
..am i thinking abt the past again..
..maybe i do..
..so many things have to be taken into consideration..

..am i being selfish..
..shld i juz let go on things that dun belong to me..
..or shld i hold on and see if it belongs to me..
..maybe someone else really need him more..

..been reflecting on alot past few days..
..i realised alot of things that i often didnt realise..
..i am more prone to hurtful and unfair stuffs now..
..am i hurting myself or is the ppl ard me..

..i long for a short trip out of singapore..
..i feel like sitting by the beach alone and stoned..
..i wished to be alone sometimes..

..i jus wan to grumble..
..leave me alone for awhile..
..i wan some space alone..

2008-09-30T01:51:00.004+08:00

..went shopping after work with baby..
..he bought a new watch and i bought some clothes..
..but i am not gg to post pictures of my shopping spree..
..maybe when i get my new camera..
..i might wan to take pictures of all that..
..now i wanna talk abt something else here..

..went back baby's hse and wash clothes..
..being a little pampered girl at my own house..
..i always leave my clothes for my mummy to wash..
..of course i didnt think that washing clothes is hard..
..esp. when there is the help of a washing machine..

..i suddenly realise why i never like to wash clothes..
..even when i am not staying at home previously..
..all my clothes are washed by u-know-urself..
..thanks anyway..

..washing clothes is not difficult..
..is hanging of clothes tire ppl out..
..ytd without any help i was hanging all the clothes myself..
..darling..i am not complaining here okiez..
..i got so tired after the hanging of clothes..

..something that i didnt realise it is so hard..
..something that my mummy did it for like dunno how many yrs in her life..
..something that i never hear her complaining abt..
..i realise i have not been a good girl..

..i told myself..

..i will not make mummy hang clothes for the nxt 30 over yrs..

..can anyone invent something to help hang clothes??..
..it had been hard for all the housewives and women out there..

..i thank the person who invented the washing machine..
..if without it..
..women might need to carry on,washing clothes with their hands..

..i thank the person that invented electricity..
..cause it made it possible for ppl to invent washing machine..

..lastly..
..i really wanna thank mummy to wash all my clothes for the past 24 yrs..
..if i never stay outside and learn all this..
..maybe..juz maybe..
..i will never realise that doing household chores are so difficult and tiring..

..guys out there..
..jus sometimes..
..once in a blue moon..
..help out to do some household chores..
..i believe anyone out there will really appreciated wat u have done..

2008-09-29T14:45:00.003+08:00

..i hate working here..
..why cant me and sarah go lunch tgt..
..everyone can go lunch tgt but we can't..
..it is so sO sO unfair..

..i dun wan to stay here anymore..
..i am sO angry..

..got to stay hungry for the rest of my working days..
..pOor saRah aNd mE!!...

2008-09-25T04:22:00.003+08:00

..watch 'Painted skin' today with baby and desmond..
..the movie was boring..
..i was abt to fall asleep throughout the show..
..rated 2/5 popcorns..
..go watch if u have nutting to do..

..we had a little talk today..
..i feel wretched..
..i dun wan to talk to u like that..
..i wanna treasure our rship as much as u wanna do..
..let's try to make it right this time..
..love u..

2008-09-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

..23/09/08..
..it is panda's bday @ le bar..
..nice and fun gathering foR all the ex le bar staffs..
..the pictures shows it all..

..pAnDa aNd his 21st bDaY cUpCaKeS..

..eVeRyonE @ his bDay.. ..afTer 12 miDniGht!!....tHe haPpEniNgs.. ..i love the gathering..
..we made panda drunk!!!..
..bring back so many memories of the past..
..love all of them to the bits..

..it can never be the same again @ le bar..
..i miss all of them so much..

..HapPy biRthday To paNda and jaNice!!..
..nEarLy forgotTen abT mY lOng tiMe fRiend ~zHiyOnG~!!!..
..bEsT wIsHeS tO aLL oF thEm..

2008-09-22T13:25:00.003+08:00

..mAmA miA..
..i caught this show with baby today after my haircut..
..i love this show aNd all the songs that's featured inside..
..it is so lively and fun..
..rated 4.5/5 popcorns..
..go watch it!!!..
..i give it a two thumbs up!!!!!...

..i feel weird..
..something is missing..
..i think..
..will it turn out better or worse..

2008-09-21T22:42:00.006+08:00

..didnt go work today..
..i am sO so tired today..

..went tO cafe del mar @ sentosa with deSmOnd and teRry..
..nice chillout place i muz say..
..the pictures tell it all..

..cafe del mar..

..even though it was my first time there..
..i really love that place..
..tOo bad i am not in the right attire..
..desmond and teRry dun wan tO take photos!!!..
..so sAd..

..shots of me and baby....picture of the night..

..i love this pic..
..did i mention that me and baby is wearing the same clothes tat day..
..so pai seh lorz..
..to walk ard everywhere that day..

..i wan to hold my nxt yr bday @ cafe del mar..
..only girls will be invited!!!..
..get ready ur bikinis on that day..
..let's swip the guys off their feets and get drunk..

..guys if u wanna come along..
..u are most welcome!!..
..but will be sitting at another table ya..

2008-09-20T03:56:00.003+08:00

..if there is no trust at all..
..why shld i still stand beside u..
..i feel like a nobody when ur friends are all..
..i feel that u are insecure with me..
..i dun wan to think that much but everything shows otherwise..

..maybe..
..really maybe..
..we shld not go in circles..
..i am learning to face my true feelings..
..though i am afraid i might discover things i dun wish to face..
..i wan to face the true me..
..i hope u are thinking the same way..

..i am drunk..

2008-09-19T18:34:00.007+08:00

..i feel that there is something is gg very wrong..
..is it me..
..or is it him..

..maybe it is the show that is making me paranoid..
..the feelings are all mixed up..
..the thoughts are all confused..

..does this happen to me only..
..does he think the way i am thinking..

..maybe..
..is everything fading..

2008-09-18T18:03:00.004+08:00

..was bOred at work when i try this with sarah..
..try this at http://www.psychjuice.com/..

Personality Type Report

Your Personality Preferences
EXTROVERT
You are social and outgoing. You are most comfortable when with other people and experiencing the world first hand. Interaction with others and first hand experiences energize you. It is not unlike you to start conversations with strangers. You have a preference for the outer world: people, activities, and things. Other people provide you with a mirror, sounding board to help you develop ideas and plans. Being alone may sap your energies. Your concept of the world is derived from experiencing it firsthand and then drawing conclusions.

SENSORY
You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings.

JUDGING/ PERCEIVING
You appear to be an equal mix of both judging and perceiving types. This may cause you some conflict at times. On the other hand the balance of the two may work just fine for you. There is certainly nothing wrong with having a fair share of both types if you are happy. Below you will find descriptions of both types.

JUDGING
You like decisions to be made as soon as possible. You are not comfortable with loose ends and like to see conflicts resolved as soon as possible. You have a preference for a well-structured, orderly lifestyle with few surprises. It may not be all that important who makes the decisions that gets things done as long things do get done. You take commitments very seriously.

PERCEIVING
You like to have as much information as possible before making a decision. Putting off a final decision until the last moment does not make you uncomfortable. Indeed once a decision is made, a course plotted, you may feel a bit uneasy, because you feel bound to a certain course of action. You would much prefer to wait and see what happens. You enjoy the opportunity to improvise. Commitments are not etched in stone to you, and are changeable.

FEELING
You make decisions subjectively based upon your values and what is important to you. How people will be affected by your decisions is important to you. You are likely to make decisions based upon what you feel is acceptable and agreeable rather than what is logical. Your truths are founded in your values and those of the society you live in. It is important to remember that we are discussing how you evaluate data and make decisions, and that you rely on your feelings to do so in no way implies you are overly emotional.

Your Personality Type
Your personality preferences suggest you may be one of two personality types, so both these types are listed below.

Extrovert/Sensing/Feeling/Perceiving

Your caring and generous nature makes helping others a pleasure for you. You are so full of energy, friendly and charming that some might describe you as the life of the party. You are not overly judgmental and accept others as they are. You steer your course through life by relying on your common sense. You are an optimist. New experiences are food for your soul.

In relationships you are the one that can bring light to the gloomiest situation. You are easygoing and very accepting of others. You are full of energy and need to share adventures with your friends and loved ones. You need attention and approval. You may not need a deep emotional bond, but you do need your relationships to be fun. You have a genuine concern for the plight of others.

Occupations Suited to Your Type Include:

Animal handler, coach, designer, fitness instructor, flight attendant, fund-raiser, merchandiser, musician, nurse, performer, law officer, athlete, pr specialist, real-estate agent, salesperson, teacher, travel agent, and veterinarian.

Self-Esteem Inventory
Your Score is 48 Percent

This inventory has statements built into it to detect how honest your responses are. Is it possible that in your effort to appear to have a high self-esteem level you did not anwser all the questions acurrately? If so you might want to take the assessment again to get a more realistic picture of your self-esteem level.

Indications are you are comfortable enough with who you are to not hold yourself back from having a happy life.

You are certainly aware you are not perfect and you have moments of self-doubt. At times you might even chide yourself, and be overly sensitive to the criticisms of others. However, none of the above makes you distance yourself from others for long, or stop moving toward your goals. While you may not be comfortable in certain social situations, they do not intimidate you to the point of fleeing. Nor are you so riddled with self-doubt that you are rarely able to speak your mind, or defend your position on a particular issue.

Fortunately, like most of us your sense of self-worth does not allow you to make a habit of devaluing yourself unrealistically. You do not forget to pat yourself on the back for a job well done. In relationships you do not habitually play the role of tyrant or lamb. Overall you are well balanced and adjusted.

Romanticism Assessment
Your Score is 40 Percent

You appear to have a well-balanced romantic self. While you may get flutters in your stomach when you meet someone you are very attracted to, you do not let your romantic-self entirely dictate how you proceed. You will ask yourself if there is a chance this relationship will work before allowing yourself to fall in love. Even if you feel a romantic connection is viable from a practical sense, you will not just allow yourself to be swept away.

You do not have many illusions about love. While you may feel a very deep attachment to someone, you know love rarely conquers all. You know successful relationships take work and compromise and a desire by those involved to make their relationship work. Candlelight dinners and words of endless love may be nice, but they don't pay the bills or get the dishes washed.

The middle ground on the romanticism scale is neither entirely safe nor entirely lackluster. However it does not carry the weight of a romantic failure based upon being swooped off your feet. Nor is the middle ground so devoid of romanticism that you feel like you are living with a sibling. Also, there is quite a bit of evidence that with your outlook on romanticism your relationship has a very good chance of succeeding.

Sexual Attitude Assessment
Permissiveness

With a permissive scale score of 48, you fall in the wide range of those with a moderate attitude towards sexual behavior. While it is not likely you will be showing up at the next local orgy, you do have some sense of sexual adventure in you. At one time or another you have probably had some adventurous sexual encounters. However, you do not thrive on them. It is also unlikely that you make a habit of lying, or using pressure tactics to get sex.

Practices
With an practices scale score of 66, you fall in the moderate range. You are fairly communicative with your sexual partner and are open to heightening your sexual experience. You are aware of the responsibilities that come with sex and for the most part take precautions to eliminate any unwanted consequences from your sexual encounters.

Emotional
With a emotional scale score of 63, you seem to need some emotional connection with your partner for sex to be completely satisfying, but you do not need an intense emotional bond to enjoy yourself. While you might find having sex regularly with relative strangers lacking the rewards you expect, a good friend as a sexual partner may very well provide you with a pleasing sexual experience. You are not one to shy away from sex just because your emotional bond is not the stuff novels are made of. Sex minus some form of bond may leave you feeling unfulfilled, or possibly empty.

Selfishness
With an selfishness scale score of 50, you fall into the midrange of respondents. While you are not egocentric in your approach to sex, you are not about to become so consumed with your partner that you forget yourself. You may see sex as a bit of game, and not be above resorting to less than honest tactics to get what you want at times. A sexual encounter with a new partner may stroke your ego as well. However, generally you are honest, caring, and not so wrapped up in yourself that you forget your partner's needs.

Sensuality Assessment
Your Score is 87.5 Percent

You have an extremely well developed sensuality! You derive pleasure from all the senses: hearing, seeing, smelling, tasting, and feeling. You can be moved by the smell of a rose, a painting done in vivid colors, the taste of a favorite food on your tongue, music, and of course the delight of touching.

Your senses have a direct and powerful connection to your emotional self. Since you are so attuned to your senses, the right sensual stimuli will produce a passionate response in you. A particular song might flood you with the memories and passions of a love long past; or a certain smell may beckon memories of a specific period in your childhood.

Sexually, you are an explorer seeking new highs. For you the journey is every bit as important as the destination. Of course, with all the preliminary pleasures you have enjoyed, your orgasm can't help but be tremendous!

Of course there is a downside to being so sensual, and that is you may have an increased susceptibility to addictions of all kinds. Your pursuit of heightened experiences may make everyday pleasures seem a bit mundane. Try not to indulge your senses so much that you do things like gain an unhealthy amount of weight, or participate in unsafe sex.

Ultimately, the world is your sensory playground, and you know how to enjoy it to your fullest!

Intimacy Assessment
Your Score is 56 Percent

Your answers indicate that you fall in the middle of the intimacy scale. Like most of us, you do share your thoughts and feelings with a group of friends and/or someone you are intimately involved with. You are also likely to be open to hearing the private thoughts and feelings of others without being too critical of them.

You are aware there are people out there who will abuse your trust in them, so you are definitely not one to normally spill your soul to just anyone. You may share your secrets and desires, but only with those who time and experience have proven trustworthy. Of course you probably have levels of intimacy as well. While there may be one or two who know your entire story, there are others that get pieces of the picture.

Overall, being in the middle of the intimacy scale is sign that you have a very healthy attitude toward sharing your inner-self. You do not set yourself up to be abused by telling all to anyone who will listen. Nor do you close yourself off from intimacy so tightly that you have chronic feelings of alienation and loneliness. You seem to have reached a happy median in which your need to share your feelings is fulfilled without running too high a risk of rejection or misuse

2008-09-16T14:47:00.003+08:00

...my haiR is supEr shOrt...

..i feel weird..
..shld i live with it..
..shld i do hair extension..

2008-09-13T15:37:00.001+08:00

..it is a bright and sunny saturday..
..and here am i..
..stuck in the office blogging..

..i am unusually awake today..
..look extra bright and fresh..
..rEason..
..i was totally asleep @ home when i am supposed to go le bAr and work..

..i realise that i have been craving to sleep more and more..
..i can never get enuff of sleep past few weeks..
..if it is not the help of my cough and flu medicine..
..i guess most of the time at night i wun fall asleep..

..i feel so bad that i always didnt go work when i am suppose to..
..but i cant dun sleep before i go le bar..
..i will be sleepy ard 12 midnight..
..i cant entertain or drink with anyone when i am so tired..
..wat shld i do..

..the morning job is not gg to be enuff to get me gg..
..i really need the night job for extra income..
..but i cant be always late or dun go in the night right..
..i am in a really bad situation..

..i wanna go home..
..office is boring and extremely cold when u are alone..
..sarah..
..i miss you ard!!..

2008-09-10T15:31:00.006+08:00

..i feel so sick..
..been having bad cough for like a month plus..
..cant sleep at night at all..

..baby had been so poor thing..
..he cant even sleep well at night..
..my cough is the reason though..

..contant drinking..
..not enuff rest..
..this muz be the reason why i dun recover frm my cough..
..even i drink like 3 btl of cough mixture past one month..

..seen a doctor last night..
..gotta mc and rest at home today..
..i hate to be sick..
..i hate to be alone at home..

..i am waiting for my boy to come back home..

2008-09-09T19:50:00.001+08:00

..FoRgEttiNg saRaH mArsHaLL..
..niCe sHoW i mUz say..
..caUght this shOw with sarAh in the office..
..it is so funnY and nice..

..rated 4/5 popcorns..
..go watch it..
..u wun be disappointed!!!..

2008-09-04T18:28:00.005+08:00

..jiayun's birthday..

..went to xian de lai for dinner after my work..
..our all-time favourite steamboat restaurant @ bugis..
..finally baby eating steamboat with me toO..

..duriNg dinNer..

..after dinner..
..we have a cake cutting session for the birthday girl..
..dunno if she feel embarrassed with us singing the bday song..
..i think we are quite loud that day..

..thE cake cuTting sessiOn.. ..after dinner and the cake cutting session..
..they headed to lunar at clarke quey..
..i was away for an hour or two..
..to join my kors for a drink at expo..

..when i went down to lunar..
..most of them are alr drunk!!!..
..see those pictures and u will noe..

..@ lunar.. ..we had our fun time there..
..shouting when playing games and all..
..it is really a drink and get drunk session..
..hope she enjoyed herself tonight ya..

..happy biRthday jIayun..
..mAy aLL ur wisHes come trUe..
..stay pretty..
..with love frm ur sis..