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..jiayun posted this photo a few days ago..
..i think there are more prettier photos in the album..
..but i am lazy to really scan the photos den upload them to the com..
..thus..
..enjoy this only childhood photo of mine..

..me and jiayun when we are 3 or 4yrs old..
..baby didnt go taiwan as planned today..
..thus i guess my evil plans of meeting tons of ppl went into the drain..
..but..
..he will still be gg taiwan for work in the near future..

..jiayun was asking me to go batam for a short trip..
..i was like thrilled to hear this plan..
..i seriously think that i need a short break from work and all..
..spa and massage and shopping!!..
..not forgetting the water sports there..
..i am dreaming abt it alr..

..a couple of resorts we are looking at..
..but she was telling me that we might need to compare to get the best deals..
..so guys..
..if you have good resorts to recommend..
..tag me!!..

..i am still stuck at work now despite the fact that i came like 10.30am in the morning..
..baby says he will be late to pick me up late..
..which means i will stay in the office till late again..
..dunno this is which "n" times i am waiting for him..

..i am missing my mum's home-cooked food..
..therefore..
..i am gg home with an empty stomach to fully enjoy the food..
..baby will be joining me for dinner @ home today too..

..can the clock tick faster today??..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, April 27, 2009 at 6:45 PM


..i wan to be independent..
..i wan my own world to be revolve only with me..
..i wan to have the control of my time back..


..i am disappointed with the stuffs you do..
..i dun wan to be wat i am now..
..nor wat i plan to be after wat we talk abt..
..i feel sick trying my very best to be that girl you need..
..it all came out to nutting..

..if you need your freedom..
..i need mine too..
..if you wan your space..
..i wan mine too..
..if you wan be to trust you..
..pls learn to trust me first before anything..

..i walked out of the hse with you sitting in the living room..
..a little part of me wishes to wait for you and go work tgt..
..but i guess my logical side won the battle..
..i dun wan to be like you..
..pretend that nutting ever happen before..

..i simply hate it whenever all this happened..
..u can simply go to bed and sleep in soundly..
..i am not the one that create the problems..
..why am i the one who toss and turn in the bed..
..why am i the one who think the matter over and over..

..maybe i shld learn to be like u..
..maybe we will be happier that way..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, April 25, 2009 at 10:21 AM


..i juz finished dinner with baby..
..he brought me to Changi since we didnt know where to dine..
..it was meant to be a surprise from him..

..here we are at..

..SAF yacht club..

..the name of cafe we are dining in.. ..decor of the cafe....baby's lamb chop.. ..my sambal sirloin steak.. ..me and baby.. ..i had a wonderful night..
..sitting by the beach and enjoying my drinks..
..i love this relaxing feeling..

..and i seriously fallen in love with that place..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 at 11:54 PM


..baby cut my hair ytd..
..he is supposed to trim them into a proper shape..
..but end up..
..he cut alot of my hair..
..below are the pictures to show the difference..

..are u able to notice the difference..

..it is a great difference in length..

..after cutting one side of the hair..
..he was not very confident in cutting the other side of the hair..
..he says: "i think it will look weird if i cut the other side the same way"..
..i was like "WAT!!"

..so i have no choice but to find a stylist to save my hair..
..the end result shown below..

..my trimmed hair.. ..dun question..
..my hair is short again..
..i didnt even noe why i will allow him to trim my hair in the first place..
..i actually asked him too..
..OMG..

..i muz be out of my mind..
..pls grow long fast okay..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 1:33 PM


..office is finally done up..
..pictures that shows you parts of the office..

..my counter..
..mal's office..
..weelee's office..
..jeremy's office.. ..the office decor is not as cosy and classy as Soho..
..but..
..it is better than any other offices in Uni centre..
..didnt take the others' rooms in our cambridge office..
..lazy..

..the office feels like a exbit for the past two days..
..everyone keep walking in and out to see the office..
..even when it is not done up yet..

..happy working to me in CBS!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 at 3:22 PM


..baby brought me to Pan Pacific Hotel to spend a beautifully night over there..
..the pictures shows the beautiful hotel..

..the hotel at night..

..the deluxe room shows online.. ..the hotel facilities.. ..the bed in our room.. ..the bathroom.. ..the super relaxing bathtub.. ..parts of the room..

..called up jiayun and aug..
..tot the four of us can spent a night there crapping..
..but they are busy playing manjong..
..seriously think they kana the virus of manjong..
..so leave only me and baby..

..it is kinda like wat we do at home though..
..watching non-stop tv..
..talking nonsense and craps every now and den..
..spending the whole time tgt..
..sweet..

..i love this feeling of togetherness..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, April 11, 2009 at 2:20 PM


..we officially moved out of Soho @ central tml..
..kinda of sad to leave that place..
..i dunno how to describe this feeling though..

..wondering why i am still in the office..
..cause we are packing the stuffs over here at Malworth..
..we will be moving into Uni Centre tml..
..it is situtated at 1208 Upper Boon Keng Road..
..if anyone is along this area during lunch..
..do call me!!..


..look at the amt of boxes..that's only one side of the room.. ..i have been in Soho for 7 months plus..
..i really do enjoy having the office quiet and alone..
..it had this wonderful view over Helipad and sunset..
..i am so reluctant to leave this place though..

..but well..
..since we are gg to move into the school..
..it might be better for the sale staffs to close their sales..
..since the students can see the campus too..
..i hope the ppl there are friendly though..

..pics of the ones that is left in the office after 9pm.. ..wish me luck..
..i guess i dun have to work for a few days bahz..
..cause the office is under renovation..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Thursday, April 2, 2009 at 8:24 PM