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..updated photos of me..

..do i look serious??..

..close-up shot.. ..i love this pic of mine..

..my short hair grew longer..
..wahahahaha..
..hope it grow faster and longer..

..i am bored..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, March 27, 2009 at 2:59 PM


..i had pizza ytd..
..i have been craving so long for pizza..
..but baby didnt really was into pizza..
..thus i can never get to eat them..

..ppl might be wondering..
..it is true i dun eat cheese..
..thus i shld never like pizzas..
..but i can always eat the crispy crust of the pizza..

..meet teng for dinner after my roadshow at the JobDB..
..ya..i went to a roadshow again..
..poor teng always got to give in to wat i wanna eat..
..watever it is..
..thanks ya..

..our drinks..i cant remb their names.. ..my all time favourite.. ..our finished meal..i finished like 3/4 of the whole pizza..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, March 21, 2009 at 3:35 PM


Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

..i got this from Jiayun's blog..
..the url is " http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx "..
..see for urself if it is accurate..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Thursday, March 19, 2009 at 1:14 PM


..i feel tired..

..not sure if it is mentally or physically..
..i wanna an answer too..
..or is the answer already in my heart??..
..jus that i dun wan to face it..

..i dun wan to be giving things wholeheartedly and yet be with someone who only willing to give halfheartedly..
..instead of asking me to stay..
..the words i heard was "u are the one saying it..i didnt.."
..which means u too agreed to it..

..thanks for being there at times when i need u..
..but i think i have enuff alr..
..love is not there when begging is involved..

..pls..
..stay happy..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, March 13, 2009 at 5:43 PM


..i finally finished all my work..
..well..
..not till they have to send me their certs and transcripts for me to process their applications..

..but till then..
..all my works are done for now..
..yippee..

..baby treated me to good food ytd..
..guess he knew that i really need some good food to re-energize myself up again..
..went to bugis in search of food..
..and baby choose this..

..the menu of the shop.. ..the place had a cosy decor..
..their front door decor is made up of the steamed container which they use to steam buns..
..so creative i muz say..
..the lights were aso creatively created..
..i feel relaxed in there..

..the decor of the shop.. ..we ordered a couple of stuffs in there..
..wanna try their "tang bao"..
..but i was not really keen in eating buns..
..so till next time..

..baby drinking his tea.. ..i had their hot and spicy raman..
..taste ok just that it wasn't spicy enuff..
..and it tasted more sour to any other taste..
..baby's egg fried rice taste good though..
..the rest was ok too..
..maybe because i like hot pipping food..
..the chicken and tofu were cold dishes..

..dinner of the day.. ..our finished meal.. ..wat i wan to introduce is..
..their salted egg prawns..
..the taste was great..
..not very salted yet crunchy..
..i dunno how to describe the taste..
..so try it okiez..

..after dinner..
..we went walking ard bugis..
..bought my vitamin C alr..

..i seriously think i am falling sick soon..
..i need a break..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 at 6:42 PM


..finally..
..career fair 2009 is over!!!..


..this is my first roadshow..
..and i think it will be the last..
..cause it is toO tiring..
..i am practially standing for like 11 hours..
..there are two days that i am wearing heels..

..i am like doing nutting there..
..i didn't noe how to create small talks with the students..
..i didn't noe wat to say to make them feel interested so they will sign courses with me..
..i didnt even noe the backgrounds of the schools..
..i practially know nutting..

..thru the four days..
..other than standing around and opening receipts for students..
..i gradually know more abt the schools that we are marketing for..
..i am so glad that i am able to answer some of the students' and agents' qns without the help of some senior staffs..
..i managed to listen to some of them talking to the students..
..thus learn more abt selling and promoting the schools..
..i jus feel smarter..

..so out of the four day at suntec..
..other than knowledge of the schools..
..i got swollen feets and muscles ache..
..i didn't get to sleep well too..
..so it is so tiring yet challenging for me..

..my poor feet after the 4 days..notice..my nail colours went missing.. ..i managed to take some photos of our booth too..
..we won the best designer booth!!..
..yippee..

..our booth's look like that.. ..look at the amt of ppl.. ..after the roadshow.. ..but it was not the end of my tiring days..
..after the career fair..
..i have tons and tons of students to follow up..
..not to even say those that have joined us..
..i had to give extra attention to them..
..i only managed to finish my work at 12 midnight today..
..and i am not done yet..

..guess the upcoming week i will be very busy..

..i will update real soon..
..so stay tuned!!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 at 12:58 AM


..Wild Wild Wet..

..it is a family day for us on Sunday..
..only that dad was not there with us..
..he was not feeling well..boO..

..August , Teng , Andrew and Desmond joined us for a fun day..

..we were late for the activites though..
..along ECP..
..dark clouds gathered and i feel really down..
..if it rains..
..we wun be able to play at all..

..dark clouds along ECP.. ..it is a long way from baby's hse to Wild Wild Wet..
..maybe it is my mood that makes me feel that..
..because it is raining along the way..
..i simply feel we wun get to play at all upon reaching..
..cause it is a thunderstorm..

..bOo..the rain came on us heavily.. ..luckily when we reach Pasir Ris..
..the rain stop and it is all sunny again..
..i only managed to take a few pictures..
..since i cant be carrying my camera when i am in the waters..

..it is finally sunny!!.. ..me in the car while waiting for baby.. ..Wild Wild Wet.. ..pictures of Wild Wild Wet.. ..it was rather fun in there..
..though it is a little small..
..but we managed to have a fun time there..
..den the rain came on us like 1 1/2 hours later..
..that stopped all the fun in the water..

..we were all starving after all the running and playing..
..so we decided to go for steamboat on this stormy weather..
..baby and Desmond drove all of us to Parkway..
..but so sad to say..
..i didn't manage to eat steamboat as it really had a super long queue..
..bOooOoOo..

..we had ba ku teh for dinner that day..
..that's the only place where there are lesser ppl..
..we had 8 ppl so it is rather difficult to find seats in a packed food court..
..dinner was ok..

..our dinner for the day.. ..sis wanna manjong that day thus all of us headed back to my hse..
..i was like so tired after the whole day..
..body ache all over..
..baby fought with me to play manjong..humph..

..manjong time.. ..i had a great and long day..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, March 2, 2009 at 4:01 PM