..humans are funny creatures..
..u might be asking why i am saying all this..

..i am hearing this particular song when i am blogging in the office..
..i wun say wat song it is here here..
..ppl that noe me well might be able to guess correctly..

..see..
..i am leading this rather normal life now..
..at least more normal then wat i use to have..
..i have someone whom at least will think of me in some things he do..
..though he can be a blockhead at times..
..i am really not ranting or complaining abt him here..

..but there are times when a particular song or scene that come along..
..i will tend to remb things or ppl in the past..
..be it good or bad..
..sometime i wish that i was not the one i am in the past..

..there are things i did in the past that is really foolish..
..there are stuffs that i give up without proper thinking..
..there are stuffs that i am too stubborn to change..
..i used to think "if i think is right, i can jus do it the way i wan"..

..maybe things will change..
..maybe ppl ard me wun be the same as now..
..maybe i can still manage to keep some from the past..
..maybe i wun learn this much as now..

..i dun wan to keep ranting abt "wat if i have done dat in the first place.."..
..i dun wan to ponder on the decisions i made a "million yrs ago"..

..i cant even remb why i made all that decisions..
..things might change..yes..
..but will i still be the me as now..
..maybe not..

..i might not be doing enuff for everyone..
..i might be still that princess i used to be in the past..
..i might be still not thinking str like i used too..
..but i believe..

..i grown out of wat i used to be..
..i am learning to love myself and ppl ard me..

..thanks to u..