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..CNY holidays is over..

..been really busy the past few days..
..house-vistings!!..
..so many houses to visit..

..it is really not an easy task for everyone i think..
..to plan how to visit so many houses in a day..
..think baby drive me up and down till he is so tired..
..been drinking over at everyone's hse..

..as usual..
..it is a questions and answers sesion for the young ones..
..since everyone see each other like once yr once..
..i was been disturbed everywhere i go..
..is it because i bring andrew along??..

..i played manjong and cards everywhere i go..
..i did win abit here and there..
..but i think i dun wan to play them anymore..
..maybe for the nxt 2 months..

..watever it is..
..hoildays are over..
..time to be serious in work and life..


..went to Marina Square there..
.."Chun Dao He Pan"..
..look at the pictures..

..the lightings of "Chun Dao He Pan".. ..look at the amt of ppl.. ..beloved "Cai Shen"..

..watever it is..
..Happy Chinese New Year to everyone..
..have a great "NIU" year ahead..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, January 30, 2009 at 3:14 PM


..shopping shopping..

..was not feeling well today..
..went to the doctor due to the the stomach problem..
..dunno why i eat watever will vomit during the night..

..sO..
..i met Jiayun ard 11 plus in the morning..
..we are so worried that no one will be avaliable to do our nails..
..thanks goodness i used to do my nails at a few shops..
.therefore they are willing to do our nails..

..we spent like 3 hrs there..
..wondering why?..
..the person was like super-lady..
..she was able to do nails for like 4 ppl at the same time..
..and had the time to extend others' hair..

..i was not very angry to spent so much time there..
..coz we didnt even made any appt at all..
..and so many ppl wan to do their nails too..
..i am lucky i think..

..after the nails session..
..we went for a quick lunch at the hongkong cafe at the bugis village..
..even though they dun have much choices..
..it is not too bad for a quickie..

..shopping time..
..everyone seems to be doing last minute shopping..
..it is really "mountain ppl mountain sea"..
..but we still managed to buy lots of stuffs..

..i would not be able to show u all the pictures..
..only be able to show u the clothes i bought..
..we bought like 16 pieces of clothes in 1/2 a day..
..whoaaa..

..our bought items.. ..i am not gg shopping for the nxt 3 months le..
..i promise..

..cause i spent like 400 bucks on clothes..
..boo..


..baby subsided 100 bucks on the stuffs i bought..
..so good..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, January 24, 2009 at 1:36 PM


..first wedding of the yr..

..it is my cousin's wedding on the 10/01/09..
..it is situated at Amara hotel..
..definitely a wedding filled with blessings and loves..

..the groom actually sang in a pub on stage to propose to her..
..so sweetssss..
..heard they are only tgt for a yr or so..
..but the groom chased her for like 5 yrs..
..whoaaaa..

..the pictures tells you how much i enjoy the night..

..family members..(excluding Andrew..hahaha)
..xiao gu ma's family.. ..me and baby.. ..the poor bride got to drink up our blessings..i made her drink all up.. ..den she can take photos with me!.. ..us with the tired bride....didnt i mention that it is a family meeting day for Andrew?..
..he get to see my grandma and all my aunts that day..
..the bride kept saying he look like my dad..
..wahahaha..

..if u haven noticed..
..i extended my hair again and Jiayun highlighted her hair..
..we spent a bomb at a wedding dinner again..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, January 12, 2009 at 3:44 PM


..it is chicken rice time..

..i had this really huge craving for chicken rice..
..somehow it seems that i can smell the fragrance of the chicken rice..
..i muz have it for dinner today..

..sO..
..i told baby abt this craving i have..
..den off we go in search of chicken rice..
..he drove me to River valley there..
..and make me choose which chicken rice stores i wanna eat..
..and i made my choice..

..before they even take our orders..
..they placed chocolates and Kim-chi in front of us..
..i didn't eat any of the chocolates since i have no cravings for one..
..thus baby gets to eat both..

..i am starving..
..before i get them to hurry up on the orders..
..they served me pyramid-shape rice..
..followed by the chicken..

..pictures of where i am eating and the food.. ..i am contended since my cravings is satisfied..
..took a few photos of baby during dinner..
..he was making faces during dinner to make me luff..
..cheeky fellow..

..pictures of baby..
..i love this pic i took.. ..i juz love having dinner with him..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, January 9, 2009 at 2:43 PM


..if u think that is how i ended my trip u are way wrong..
..think Jiayun is rather disappointed with the kelong trip she organised..
..baby gave another suggestion..
.."Why not we go to Kota Tinggi's waterfall?"

..so the 9 of us..
..all sticky and dirty..
..headed down to Kota Tinggi..
..some are wide awake and all fresh to start a new day..
..me??..
..i am like half dead due to the lacking of sleep..

..upon reaching our destination..
..i am pratically dragged my tired body to the entrance..
..baby was coaxing me all the way up to the waterfall..
..upon the sight of the waterfall..
..i gasped!..

..this is the first natural waterfall i have seen..
..i really wondered how the nature have the power to create this..
..it really took all my troubles away when i see it..
..although it is still raining..
..all of them decided that they wan a dip..
..in the freezing cold water from the mountains..

..pictures of the waterfall..
..pictures that tells u all..

..trying to settle down near the waterfall.. ..enjoying ourselves in the freezing water.. ..leaving the waterfall.. ..after the refreshing dip..
..we headed next to Johor for food and some shopping..
..everyone was tired i supposed..
..after lunch..
..baby and Vicent went to service their car..
..the rest of us went shopping..

..during lunch.. ..tired of the shopping..time for coffee!!.. ..after they came back for all the servicing and all..
..we went taman sentosa for a proper seafood dinner..
..since we didnt get to eat anything at the kelong..
..didnt take much pictures..
..was too hungry!!..


..yummy food!!.. ..it is overall a fruitful trip..
..i totally enjoy the company of everyone..
..let's plan our next trip soon ya..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, January 5, 2009 at 5:06 PM


..Jiayun organised a trip to "Hot Boys Kelong"..
..i was excited..
..they even send me the links online..
..the pictures look beautiful..
..clear blue sea and all the yummy seafood they have..
..try goggle it..

..so we set off very early in the morning..
..i woke up at 6.30 am in the morning!!..
..meet up with Jiayun and Jason at Harbourfront..
..i was late for the meeting again..
..and made Vicent and Teng wait for me!!..

..pic of me in the morning.. ..sO early in the morning..
..we headed to Tanjung Lehman from Woodlands Checkpoint..
..we lost our way here and there..
..with the help of the locals there..
..we managed to locate the place even though we are like very late from our arrival time..
..thanks guys..
..and there is something i gasped..
..the views along the way..
..it is driving past mountains and mountains to the sea..
..not forgetting the wild animals i seen..

..it was raining halfway thru the journey..
..i was praying so hard that it will gradually stop upon our arrival..
..my prayers were in vain..
..the rain lasted for the whole trip!!!..

..we waited for the boat to bring us to our destination..
..since we are late..
..they got the others to the kelong first..

..once i caught sight of the boat..
..i was like "Oh!"
.."Jiayun is not gg to like the ride!'

..the boat ride was fun..
..due to the rain..
..the ride was a little bumpy..
..it was swaying hard against the currents..
..everyone gotta hold tight if not will be thrown off-board..
..think Jiayun got sea-sick frm the ride..

..the boat that bring us to the kelong....views u see onboard....pictures of us during the ride....after 45 mins of the ride..
..we finally reach our destination, drenched and sticky!!!..
..climbing up a almost decayed ladder..
..i caught my first sight of the kelong..
..i was like "OMG"..
.."are we really staying here?"

..parts of the kelong....it totally look like a refugee camp to me..
..it is dark and cold..
..the winds are so strong that i am shivering hard..
..we had our first meal which is lunch there in the dark..
..dunno why they cant turn on the lights there..

..since it is raining..
..so there is no island-hopping for us..
..boO..
..i was really looking forward to the beaches and beach volley..

..guess wat we did on the kelong itself..
..the pictures will solve all the mystries..

.. cam-whoring in the kelong.. ..Fishing time!!!.. ..our dinner for the day.. ..the sing along strumming session.. ..the whole 12 hrs manjong session i am involved.. ..the toilet is really as wat others say..
..no kidding..
..there's a hole and whatever business you've done would be dropped directly into the sea..
..and the fishes below eat watever u let out..
..eeeeeeks...

..we had supper at abt 9.30 i think..
..cant remb though..
..was too engrossed in the game..
..they had green bean soup and hor fun for supper..
..they say the food was nice..
..i dunno..
..cause i didnt eat at all..
..baby is such a glutton!!..
..he had the most bowls of green bean soup..


..every trip will have their small problems..
..mine is really considered ermm..
..huge i think..

..Problem 1..
..No water heater!!..
..we got to ask the person to boil hot water for all of us..
..i dun wan to shower in cold water in the freezing cold weather..
..we did tipped the person for that great favour..


..Problem 2..
..dirty and stickey beds!..
..the beds and blankets are un-useable..
..they made me itch the whole night..
..i guess they never wash the bedsheets and blankets at all..
..i barely fall asleep..
..i believe the girls didnt really had a wink too.
.

..on the other hand..
..i think the guys had a great sleepover at the kelong..
..thanks to the army i think..
..i believe baby had the best sleep out of everyone..

..we left on the first boat the very next morning..
..everyone agreed on leaving the first thing in the morning..
..we only left after breakfast..
..since we got to wait for the boat again..

..i need a good shower!!!..
..i am so sticky and dirty..

..wat an adventure camp!!..
..if i am coming the nxt time..
..i will come all prepared and geared..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
at 3:05 PM


..the first working day of new year..
..i am now sitting in the office blogging..
..boring day i muz say...
..not much ppl in the office..
..holiday mood i think..

..let's look back on my 2008..
..nutting very special though..
..i gotta out of love on Jan 08..
..got attached on June 08 with Mr Andrew..
..thru these falling in and out of love..
..i realised that it is not easy to find someone that is right..
..but it is more difficult for both to maintain the rship right..

..went overseas twice last yr..
..Bintan and Genting..
..love the sun, sea, beaches and massage in Bintan..
..totally relaxed for city dewellers like us..

..Genting was a bday trip from baby to me..
..love the long dark car trips frm Singapore to Genting..
..the loud playing of songs without anyone complaining since no one lives by the expressway..
..we did spend some quality time tgt there ya..
..minus the time they spent on gambling..
..it is aso unforgettable to me..
..because it is the first time i tried having 6 adults sleeping in a hotel room!!..

..not forgetting all the LE Bar's outing to clubs and sentosa..
..it was all fun and happy with them be it at where..
..i found a grp of really fun-loving friends..
..my night job had been great cause of u guys!!..

..i got a job at Malworth as an admin right after my bday..
..been difficult to juggle two jobs at the same time..
..at first i had my lovely Sarah accompany..
..thus it is easier for the both of us to skive during work..

..after Sarah leave..
..i often never go to work at Le bar..
..i am tired and aso..
..Mr Andrew didnt like me to work in the pub..
..so i finally get rid of my night job during Dec!!!..

..so i landed up doing housework at Andrew's hse at night..
..been learning to wash and fold clothes and keeping the hse clean..
..i am proud of myself bcoz..
..i am no longer the Missy everyone used to say me..

..enuff of 2008..
..u wanna noe den read all my previous posts ya..
..since it is alr 2009..
..so it is time for new resolutions..

..quitting smoking by the end of 2009!!!..
..try to squeeze exercise into my busy schedule!!..
..eat healthy(not snacking as and when i like)!!!..
..save lots of money!!!..

..i am going kelong tml..
..hippee!!!..
..short holiday to start the year going..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, January 2, 2009 at 2:57 PM


..last day of the year 2008..

..i had a long day ytd..
..been a goodie girl for the last day of the year..
..i helped dearie wash and wax his car in the afternoon..
..it is really a tedious job..

..look at my tired face..

..went back home after the washing of car..
..fell asleep since i am really worn off after all the wiping and cleaning..
..think we washed the car for like 3 hrs or more..
..i think i rather spend the money for others to help me clean the car..

..the totally clean car.. ..meet my darling sis like very late at night..
..me and baby sleep till so late that we have to eat dinner at 11 plus.
..bbq stingray at boat quey..
..we even manage to countdown and see fireworks at the coffeeshop itself..

..can u see the fireworks..i was slow in taking their pics..
..went over to Sandborg ktv again..
..this time round i did make a reservation..
..i am so afraid that we cant get a room on New Year Eve..
..to my very surprise..
..we had the VIP room..
..a pool table in the room itself..
..i didnt take any photos though..

..was like 1am when we really settled down..
..order a few jugs of beer and a bottle of martell..
..they closed at 3am..
..had lots of fun in there..
..playing pool, singing ktv and playing games..

..pictures of a few of us.. ..taken by drunken jiayun..everything is blur..
..was a little drunk when i left there..
..my limit of taking alcohol is getting lower..
..went to Dragonfly after all the singing..
..it was so packed!!..
..had a bottle of martell over there..

..us in the car..look at the drunken faces..boo..
..my day ended in a drunken state..
..it is supposed to be like that on the last day of the year..

..bye 2008!!..
..welcome 2009..
..i am looking forward to my trip to the kelong!!..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Thursday, January 1, 2009 at 2:49 PM