..feeling down..
..ytd after work..
..august called me..
..we talked abt some personal stuffs when i am in baby's car..
..i cant really remb wat i say..
..i was a little drunk..
..all i remb is i dun feel good after saying all that to her..
..i said something that i actually was telling to myself and andrew..
..anyway andrew was not listening..
..i feel so bad..
..i didnt noe i have made him feel like that..
..i am upset that i made him upset..
..i am sry ya..
..do i really noe wat i wan..
..am i grabbing on someone that may not acutally need me at all?..