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..it is Christmas party at Xiaowei's hse..
..BBQ!!!..
..i am totally looking forward to it since the day we were planing it..

..Xiaowei was so nice..
..she made a great effort in doing that..
..the Santa hats hanging from the ceiling..
..so christmasy..

..the santa hats on ceiling.. ..baby's hat..
..pictures shall tell the fun that day..

..the happenings at wei's hse....all of us in santa hats.. ..me and teng.. ..the two sisters with the mistress of the hse.. ..the name tags that wei had made..
..i had a great time having fun and singing..
..too busy to really take photos..
..busy catching up with each other..
..it is a really a season full of loves..

..i am glad that i have my loved ones with me on this beautiful day..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, December 26, 2008 at 2:42 AM


..after work went rushing to buy presents for the party tonight..
..it is tiring to buy presents i muz say..
..been like using all my brain cells to choose the presents..

..the presents of the day.. ..i am late for dinner again..
..as usual i noe..
..made teng and sis they all waited for quite long..
..steamboat!!..
..my love..

..food were prepared by teng and sis during the afternoon..
..shHh..the soup is cooked by chef sis..
..good attempt but room for improvement..
..appreciated and thanks for the meal..

..played a round manjong over at teng's hse with her friends..
..was drinking and playing at the same time..
..Proudly Introduce..
..the Korean red wine.. ..it taste good!!..

..went over to 1819 after the short gambling session..
..dearie was bored i think..
..he was looking at me play manjong the whole night..

..the manjong session....after manjong..
..we went down to 1819 for the christmas celebration..
..i countdown at teng's hse..
..it feel really weird when everyone is drunk and u are not..

..happening at 1819....it is me again..
..i dunno wat i am drinking though..
..Rend passed it to me de..
..it tasted like peppermint..

..me with the needle.. ..i enjoyed my night..
..Merry Christmas everyone!!..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Thursday, December 25, 2008 at 4:32 AM


..was doing nutting in the office..
..realised that i haven been really posting pictures of myself..
..my hair is long enuff to tie up le..
..feel so happy..


..the most recent pic of me..

..i love this new pic of mine....christmas is coming..

..3 more days to christmas..
..huRray!!..
..i am totally looking forward for christmas..
..busy busy me..

..24th dec..
..we will be gg to Teng's hse for party..
..she will be whipping some dishes up for us..
..i hope it is edible..
..will be manjong-ing and dvd-ing after dinner..

..25th dec..
..my long waited bbq at xiaowei's hse..
..i think it will be fun right..
..but Jerrin they all might not be joining us cause everyone's got to work on the 26th..
..i will try to coax them in coming..


..26th dec - 28th dec..
..think i will be getting leave on that day..
..i need to see the dentist on that day..
..need to prepare for Genting trip at night..
..baby will be driving up to genting again..
..i love car trips with baby..

..3th Jan - 4th Jan..
..Hot Boys Kelong at Tanjung Lehman..
..we need to head off as early as 6 am in the morning..
..will be the sun, fishing and swimming..
..will be having lots and lots of stars at nights..
..fun fun and more fun i hope..

..i will be busy from the end of the 2008 to the start of the 2009..
..love my schedule so much..
..let's rock the time away..
..pictures will be uploaded when i am free..

..i have not bought any presents for christmas yet..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, December 22, 2008 at 5:24 PM


..i am waiting for baby to come home..

..he have been busy past two days..
..i waited for him till like 10pm on sat..
..he den come to sengkang and pick me up..
..didnt wanna meet him since it was late..
..but he insisted!!..

..he brought me back to his hse..
..watch a few horror movies online again..
..end the night at ard 2 plus..
..because he need to wake up at 7am today..

..he said he will be back like 12 noon today..
..it is alr 4.20 and yet he is still not back yet..
..i am alone at his hse..
..so bored and hungry..

..i spent my weekend jus like that..
..waiting and waiting..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, December 21, 2008 at 4:17 PM


..packing day..

..woke up sure early today..
..9 am in the morning..
..think i fallen asleep like 3 plus last night..
..missy tan is not back when i fallen asleep while waiting for her..

..didnt wanna waste any time on packing the stuffs..
..so i started out with the clothes..
..jiayun had already filtered out the wans and dont..
..should be a easy job for me..

..i was wrong..
..i had a hard time on throwing away the clothes..
..some of them is alr ard for like 5 or 6 years..
..didnt have the heart to throw them away..
..it is either a gift or make me remb somethings out of it..

..my "no rules" t-shirt..

..do anyone still remb who gave it to me..
..i still remb who gave it to me though..
..it was once very dear to me..

..my "ultraman" shirt.. ..i never wear that before..
..a little too kiddy for me..
..i love ultraman that time so august bought it for me..
..it is a thailand gift i think..
..for christmas?..i can't really remb..

..my knee-guard..
..a secondary school stuff..
..was in the volleyball team..
..everyone bought it for the competition i think..
..been like abt 10 yrs..
..jiayun was laughing all the while when i am pondering on throwing it or not..

..baggy jeans.. ..i still kept alot of baggy jeans at home..
..i mean before ytd..
..i threw them all away le..
..i used to loved wearing them to everywhere i go..

..the pile of jeans..
..i had to threw all that away..
..out of fashion or i cant fit in anymore..

..i was like 35 kg that time when i bought all those jeans..
..all the money juz flew away..

..after the clothes and accessories..
..i had to throw my toys..
..i had all kinds of history for all the toys..
..so it is hard for me to decide which to throw..

..i wun be telling you which are those treasured ones..
..i will only intro the one that is with me for the longest..
..ta dehz..
..he is such a dearest to me ya..
..i dunno when i have it and all le..
..but i noe he shld be the one that is ard for the longest..
..some of them mummy alr threw away..

..those that are on the floor are those i am giving away..there are alot more on the other side.. ..the whole living room is in a mess..
..i haven finish clearing everything..
..OMG..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, December 20, 2008 at 3:40 PM


..Bliss at Ponggol Park again..

..met up with Jerrin last night for a chat..
..since baby is going to work till very late at night and i have to go home to help mummy clear up the hse ya..
..been really long since i last meet her fora chat though..
..missy jiayun is away for a date..
..so she didnt come for the meet up..

..str after work..
..i took MRT to hougang to go there and meet Jerrin..
..she is late again..

..pictures tells all that night..
..i look super tired that day so no pictures of us ya..

..we are sitting at the non-smoking area..great view..

..my sirloin steak and her ham and cheese sticks and potatoes salad..
.. my favourite sotong balls..
..our caramel waffles..
..we talked abt wat happened between the both of us during this time..
..a nice catch up for the both of us ya..
..gossiped abt our boyfriends..
..had conservations abt the future and past..
..i loved the times spent with her..
..too bad missy tan is not ard..

..went back home at ard 12.30..
..missy tan is not back yet..
..heard from august she is drunk..
..waiting for her to come back..

..waiting..
..still waiting..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
at 2:26 AM


..this is wat happened ytd..

..Can we eat steamboat today?..
..Okay..
..Really..u will eat with me?..

..i have this huge craving for steamboat..
..i really wanna eat so much..
..can u feel wat i am feeling..

..after work..
..baby took me to Sim Lim Towers..
..my stupid iphone cant have any ringtones..
..i juz cant figure it out at all..
..i threw my temper the day before i think..
..that's why we are there to solve this stupid problem..

..nvm abt my phone thingy..
..den baby brought me to walk ard Sim Lim towers..
..we ended up in the food court..
.."Baby..u wanna see if there is anything u wan to eat?.."
..i looked at him..looked at the stalls..looked on the floor..
.."Hokkien noodles?..
.."Anything?!"
..he stopped and think awhile..
.."u wanna eat steamboat huhz?"..
.."we can eat it if u wan.."


..den we drove off to bugis area..
..i didnt throw temper ya mind u..
..we ended up at this fish-head steamboat thingy..
..not the steamboat i wan..
.."u wanna try this?"..
.."Okiez"..
(in my heart)..will this be nice??..

..i didnt even noe how to place order..
..it is only the fish-head steamboat with different fish to choose frm..
..then it is like those pick and choose cooked dishes..
..nutting to be cook frm my side..
..only golden mushroom..

..the steamboat arrived..
..old steamboat container with charcoal inside..
..nutting special..
..he tasted the soup..
.."baby..this tastes nice.."

...i tried..
..and to my very surprise..
..i loved the soup..
..i loved everything in the soup..
..it is super tasty and nice..

..the old fashioned way of eating steamboat.. ..the side dishes we ordered.. ..baby picking out his fish slices..
..i wanna go there again to eat..
..even though dear say we sure only go there once a year..
..he dun eat fish head i forget to say..
..but i noe he wun do that to me..


..love ya baby..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 at 5:16 PM


..movie day again..

..i am having hangover..
..boO..muz be the beer last night..
..i feel sick..

..baby wanna watch "Twilight"..
..so we watched the movie..
..i was not really in the mood ya..
..u will know wat i mean when u are having hangover the whole day..

..stupid show i muz say..
..no interesting storyline..
..stupid plot and not so fantastic effects..

..overall..
..it sucks..
..rated 2/5 salted popcorns..

..this end my sunday..
..peacefully..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, December 15, 2008 at 2:45 PM


..healthly lifestyle..

..we did gym-ing,swimming,jaccuzi and steambath ytd..
..with the accompany of jiayun and teng..
..i am so-called drag to exercise..
..been sO sO sO sO long since i last exercise..

..they came over at ard 2 plus to Central to meet me here..
..the gym is situated in this building itself..
..very nice and quiet place i muz say..
..feel like the whole place juz belong to us..

..i was forced to take this photo!.. ..snapshot by teng.. ..the environment is so quiet and it is only us..
..we finished our exercising session ard 6 plus..
..we exercised for like 4 hrs..OMG..
..went for a short dinner at the Hongkong Cafe at central..
..i was damn hungry and tired..

..after the dinner..
..my dear little sister wanna sing ktv..
..we went ard chinatown in hope that we can find cheap and cosy ktv room..
..in vain though..
..it is a saturday so i guess u know wat i wanna say..

..we decided to go to Sandborg for ktv session..
..credits to mR xioNg to reserve a room for me..
..did i say even mention that is a nightclub??..

..the name of the nightclub in the room.. ..me(without any makeup) and baby.. ..jiayun and me looking tired.. ..will any idiots think we are working there with this dressing??.. ..i took it without them noticing..the rest of them keep walking ard.. ..me..
..it is drinking and more drinking there..
..lots of fun and laughter in the room..
..they were making fun of everyone that tried to walk into the room..
..and i have my fair big share in singing..

..we started drinking abt 9 at night..
..the session ended ard 3 in the morning..
..i was dead beat by the end of the day..
..i am drunk..
..baby managed to drag me home i think..


..i had fun..
..let's have more ktv session okiez..
..love ya baby..
..thanks for spending the whole night with me..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, December 14, 2008 at 3:40 PM


..a great day..

..i was feeling lazy the whole day..
..thanks goodness i went out to run errands for the day..
..went to the bank and go to the school..
..in between of those work intervals..
..i met Kenny for a rather late lunch..
..my beloved sushi meal..

..my favourite and a must for me!!..

..the food i had that day.. ..all this are my favourites..
..it is such nice good time to catch up with my ex-schoolmates..
..i heard a number of shocking news from him too..
..i not suppose to say anything abt it here..
..i am so glad everyone is doing well..

..after work at central..
..i have the most wonderful dinner with my sister and teng..
..baby was tired so he missed all the good food..
..i would like to use this chance to intro this restaurant at Liang court to everyone reading this blog..

..Saizeriya Italian Restaurant..
..the pictures show it all..
..they were all super delicious..

..the spicy chicken wings.. ..the sausages....my seafood pasta..only the pic on the menu..we ate too fast....the beef steak....both of them waiting for me to finish taking the photos of the food....jiayun steal the vegs!!.. ..the best part of the resturant..
..the total bill is like only 30 bucks..
..so cheap..
..the food really taste not bad at all..
..a must-try if u are near Liang court..

..went brewerks after the dinner for a short drink..
..was talking rubbishs and craps over there..
..Teng's friend joined us shortly after we arrived too..
..she ordered food again..
..cheese and garlic pizza..
..the crust was nice and crispy though..
..i didnt eat the cheese at all..
..i hate them..


..my IPA from Brewerks.. ..the cheese and garlic pizza..
..baby reached finally after our drinks at brewerks..
..wanted to go to pump room after brewerks..
..but it was full hse and long queue outside..
..there is a flea market at clarke quey that night..
..baby bought me a tank top and a long dress..

..in the end..
..teng and her friend went home after our shopping..
..as for us..
..the three of us headed to acoustic for a short drink and singing..
..and off we all headed home..

..i enjoyed my night fully..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, December 13, 2008 at 2:03 PM