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..dearie pick me up from work ytd..
..was expecting him to send me back home though..
..since he aso have to work on sat..
..so i expect him to be tired..
..surprisingly..
..he wanna go shopping!!..

..went orchard to shop ard..
..so sad to say there is nutting to buy at all..
..i shopped for like 4 hrs yet i didnt buy anything..
..dearie did better den me..
..at least he bought jeans..

..i realised that i am old le...
..after 4 hrs of shopping..
..my leg hurt..
(might because of the heels)
..i feel really tired..
..make baby to drive to cine from wheelock there..

..jam!!..
..u noe why..
..is the lightings that is making everyone so slow in driving..
..it is acutally a joy to sit in the car and enjoy the lightings..
..pictures captured!!..

..lightenings and cars at orchard road..

..they are so beautiful....the angels....the christmas tree at wheelock i think....the blue ribbon....they look like balloons to me....the red ribbon outside chanel.. ..the red ribbon tied on the trees of taka.. ..i love this dangling blue lights....after a quick dinner at coffee club..
..they wanna watch movie..
..this time round..
..the guys got excited abt this show called "Quarantine"..
..and of course i am not excited at all..

..after buying the tickets..
..i realised that i will be watching a horror movie instead of a thriller..
..so nice of me to actually watch 2 horror movies in a row with baby..
..i am an idiot..

...the show sucks..
..it is jus about scaring ppl ard..
..humans got rabies cause of some insane ppl..
..seeing ppl bitting ppl ard..
..not any good plot..
..scary scenes and loud sounds..
..i remb one scene that got me crying and sprained my shoulders..
..2/5 popcorns..

..i hate horror!!!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, November 30, 2008 at 2:08 PM

..yippee..
..i had dinner with the girls ytd at east coast..
..my favourite..
..bbq steamboat..

..the table setting..

..the food that i am ready to cook them!!..

..my favourite tom yam soup..slurps..

..credits to jiayun for deshelling the prawns..

..before dinner..
..while waiting for missy jerrin..
..me and jiayun tried to catch the elmo..
..but..
..we didnt noe how to catch them..
..and wasted money on it..

..look at all those cute elmo..

..he was about to fall..but i didnt manage to catch it..

..i love having dinner with them!!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, November 28, 2008 at 5:21 PM

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Xmas Celebration‏

From: Teng Lew
Sent: 26 November 2008 09: 30AM
To: Jiayun ; Joan Tan ; Xiaowei

Hey gals,

Can we arrange the BBQ on the 25th at Xiaowei's house?
It's good to have a gathering once a year where we are all able to meet up and enjoy.
Please think of the people you wanna ask along.

Joan - Please try to give urself a break on that day so we can get ourselves drunk on that day k. Everyone misses you so please try not to work on that day.

Let's do up the guest list soon so I can see how much food & drinks we need.

I can prepare the food that day since am not wking.

Cheers,
Teng

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..second post of the day..
..i am really bored ya..
..or rather..
..the above e-mail shocked me!!!..

..to Teng..
..that sounds a little like threatening ya..
..i will be there..
..that's why i change the date to the 25th ya..

..maybe i can dun work on the 24th ya..
..i cant make up my mind..
..which day will be better for everyone???..
..choose for me can..
..even i work or dun work..
..dun make any difference ya..
..since i always neber go work @ le bar now..

..aNyone want to join us for BBQ..
..i believe it will be fun!!!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 6:01 PM

..my baby's sick..

..for the past 2 or 3 days..
..it seems like he dunno eat how many kinds of tablets to make himself feel better..
..i really dunno how to take care of a sick person ya..
..can only see him in pain and agony..

..he cant eat things that he loved anymore..
..i have been forcing him to eat less oily and heaty food..
..but i am eating those forbidden food beside him..
..feel so bad..
..but it is all for his own good ya..

..took the photos of him ytd in his car..
..i practically force him to put on my sunglasses and take them..
..i am a bad girlfriend i noe..
..he is alr not feeling well le yet..
..i made him take all those photos..

..being forced..

..my big glasses and a sick him....i like this pic the most.. ..get well soon ya baby..
..tml i wanna go east coast to eat my favourite bbq steamboat..
..lalalalalala..
..opps..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
at 2:20 PM

..!!! shopping and movie day !!!..

..was raining when we went out..
..caught the rainbow when he is driving..
..it sure marks a happy day..

..at ecp..

..can u spot the rainbow??..

..went kallang leisure for the car carnival..
..didnt really see cars there ya..
..was busy shopping for shoes..
..i wanna go ice-skating!!..
..i miss those days in school..

..after abt a hr or so..
..we finally picked our shoes!!..
..i bought a shirt for workout too..
..now i need shorts!!..
..i am all ready for exercise..
..muz really try to make exercise part of my life..

..the front view of our shoes..

..the side view..

..i love the shoes we bought..

..my shirt..

..was so hungry and cold when we finished buying the shoes..
..didnt wanna eat dinner so early so we ended up having..
..DoNuts..
..baby had 4 and i had 3 donuts..
..terry helped out with e remaining 2..

..i love donuts..

..they are really yummy!!..

..went cine after our shopping..
..they wanna to watch movies since we cant decide where to go..
..and to my horror..
..the coffin is still showing!!..

..after dunno how long baby tried to convince me..
..i agree reluctantly to watch the movie..
..baby was so happy that he keep cuddling and kiss me after he bought the tickets..
..i mean..
..i dun watch horror movies AT ALL..
..they gives me nightmares..

..after the show..
..we went newton to eat supper because..
..baby was craving for stingray!!..
..the pictures shows it all..

..stingray and fried oysters..baby's favourite..

..the fruit platter terry ordered..

..my favourite rock melon!!..

..during supper..

..our finished supper..

..after supper..
..they started playing baby's helicopter at the car park..
..i was sitting in the car..
..watching a grp of over-grown kids getting excited..
..the helicopter crashed upon landing..
..but it survived..
..hais..

..they playing with the toy i hate the most!!..lol..

..bored and tired me in the car..

..i am so full..
..even though i think i ate the least..
..i totally forgotten abt the big bowl of niang dou fu i ate before the movie..
..i feel so sinful and bloated now..

..i had real wonderful day..
..thanks darling..
..and happiE 6 months anniversary..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, November 24, 2008 at 3:46 AM

..stoning in the office now..
..was really tired today..
..dunno wat is making me so sleepy this few days..

..ytd went mt faber with baby and uncle tony..
..it is not the first time me and baby went jewel box..
..though the first time was only us..
..but i didnt get any pictures taken..

..ask baby to bring the laptop up to the hill for me..
..not to blog there but to work there..
..was waiting for him in his car..
..i am so tired that day..

..he took my phone away so i can only cam-whored..

..had a great chat up session with uncle tony..
..it will be really nice if i dun have to work at that time..
..i heard a shocking news tOo..
..she sold her pub le at a shocking price!!..

..the beautiful 'xmas' tower....the place is better then the first one we went..
..it looked cosier and we can smoke there..
..wonderful place to chill out!!..
..maybe i have a better mood that day..
..even the cable car trip feels better and sweetier den the first time..

..the happenings.. ..never take much pictures there too..
..was busy working and disturbing my guy..
..he seems very jealous today ya..

..i will go there again soon..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, November 21, 2008 at 2:44 PM

..i am super not in the mood now..
..i wanna to blog on food today..
..but i think forget abt it for now bahz..

..i am pissed off..
..if u really need those things in a hurry..
..kindly call the person that is doing it to hurry..
..not chase the ppl that only go down and take..
..i am now not the one that is doing it..

..i hate working like this..
..simple things like making a template and calling..
..why dun you all call urself or do it urself..
..i am not always very free to do stuffs like that..

..even though i am the only admin working here..
..but things that are so simple can't u all do it urself..
..it is not like u guys have lots of things to do..
..other den smoking and wat else!!..

..preparing one stupid template need only abt 5 mins..
..wun it be better dat u noe wat u wan and type it urself..
..better den i keep asking am i doing the right things..
..it wasted both our time..

..i hate ppl to talk and no work..

..i cried ytd..
..feeling insecure and empty again..
..no one will ever utds how i feel now..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 at 3:48 PM

..i steal this post from kEnnY's bLog..
..juz feel like ranting abt it..
..dun think too much..
..my guy still consider treating me not bad..

..even though sometime he is quite a blockhead..
..dearie i am not complaining here..

..What a girl really wan from a guy..

..the guy's point of view..

MOST IMPORTANT: She wants someone who will be willingly to listen to her problems, whines and complaints and grumbles UNCONDITIONALLY.

Be her emotional support

Be a gentleman even when an argument, quarrel and pillow fighting breaks out.

PROTECT her heart man.

Shower her with lots of love ok that is why she agrees to be enslaved into your heart guys!

Be a man and tell her the REAL REASON why you want a breakup. Dun give stupid and crappy reasons like "NO time". Please release her from the suffering at the soonest time and that can only be achieved by telling the REAL REASON. The only reason is YOU DUN LOVE HER ANYMORE so PLEASE say it ok thanks dun be a jerk.

Be there for her whenever you can if she needs you cause, you never know, it can enhance and further strengthen your bond together.

..My point of view..

All of the above are correct!!!

Say and do the right things at the right time!!
(..dun say anything that is irrelevant to wat the girls are saying..)

Shower her with kisses and hugs..at any moment of the day

Say sweet stuffs which is realistic

Dun promise her anything unless u are sure u are able to do it..

Dun do childish and silly things in front of ur girl's friend..
(..u dun wan her friends to say u are silly and look like a kid..)

Give her freedom and space like u need urs..

Whatever u wish her to do..Pls make sure u are able to do it first..
(..it applies the same to girls ya..Dun expect the impossible..)

Dun expect her to do the things ur ex can..
(Every single girl is unique and special.)

Girls have PMS and mood swings easily..not that they wan it to..
(..guys..if u cannot take it at that point..pls do not say any hurtful words..)

If your gf is angry..Give her a hug or kiss to make her feel better..

Dun assume or guess wat ur girl is angry abt!!!
(..even if she dun say now..she will say it one fine day..)

If u think that the rship dun work out at all..kindly tell her the reason..
(..it will be better before she realise u are flirting behind her back..Angry girls are scary..)

Be truthful always..
(..if she look pretty..tell her that..if she is not..tell her too..)

No girl will stay beside a guy if she dun love the guy..

(this do not applies to ppl whom have more than one guy or girl)

DUN promise a girl things and not do it!!
(pls dun say for the sake of saying..it hurts sometimes if u are not able to do it..)

NEVER let a girl walk behind u!!
(we are suppose to be ur gf..so walk beside us..)

If u wan the girl to have u as the one and only..

u MAKE SURE u aso treat her as the one and only..

Learn to trust her like u wan her to trust u..

Girls think more den u guys do..

(guys if u think that is not a problem..it does not mean it is not a problem at all)

..it is juz my point of view here..
..anymore of it can tag me at the tagboard..
..if i am wrong..
..feel free to correct me..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 6:42 PM

...i got my new specs...

..waited quite long for the person to find my specs..
..was having fun at the shop itself..
..i behaved like a kid that day..

..while waiting..

..after 10 mins of waiting..
..i wore it to work today..
..think i am still not used to the degree bahz..
..it is making my head spin..

..me and my new specs.. ..thanks baby!!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, November 17, 2008 at 1:13 PM

..i hate it when it is like this..
..i spent time waiting for u..
..i stay at home to wash all the clothes..
..i am jus like a housewife with a job in the morning..

..u dun even wanna help me out when u see me hanging the clothes..
..u didnt even to bother to give me a hug when u reach home..
..u didnt even bother to plant me a kiss after me working so hard the whole day..
..u only wan to turn on the com and play that stupid game..

..i cannot be compared with non-living..
..u are spending too much time on it..
..i hate it when i am not interested in all that yet u keep wanting me to see wat is it..
..if u think they are so real..
..then so be it!!!..

..never mind..
..i have my own things to do too..
..i cant be bothered with you..
..pissed off!!!..

..why am i not feeling better..
..i no longer wan to throw temper at u le..
..because it is of no use!!!..

..dun bother abt me..
..i am juz ranting..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Thursday, November 13, 2008 at 2:01 AM

..went bugis after work..
..need specs so badly cause my eyes seems like gg to have infection soon..
..been wearing contacts too much..
..anyway so nice of baby to pay for my specs..

..i had my first time ytd..
..i tried on..
..FoOt RefLexoLogy..
..baby brought me to try them..

..at the foot reflexology shop..

..my eyes so big..cause it tickles..

..he was making fun of me all the time..

..it hurts at some points..
..but it is tickles at some points..
..not too bad an experience i think..
..my legs do feel lighter after the massage..

..the ppl that help to do the foot reflexology were friendly too..
..we talked thru the whole 40 mins..
..it was a nice first experience..
..i have digusting info abt the fish spa thingy..
..i wanna so much to try at first..
..but after wat i heard..
..i change my mind..
..i dun wan to have legs full of germs..

..i had steamboat after my foot reflexology..
..huRraY!!..
..i juz love having steamboat at Xian De Lai..
..esp. with tenG, jiayun and baby..

..the steamboat with lots of meatballs..

..the happenings during dinner..

..baby and me..

..i am so contented after the meal..

..i am craving for a bbq session badly..
..i miss all the fun during bbq..
..any kind soul wanna organize??..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 at 1:39 AM

..was bored during the first half of the day..
..tried to suprise baby with the photos i have done up..
..but dun think it is the way i want it though..
..any comments??..

..the photos i have done with picasa..

..this is the pic i like the most..
..but something is missing..

..this pic consists of all the photos i like....i love all the pics here but something seems wrong....our pics....i am so busy now..
..maybe will blog soon..
..if something happening happens..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 at 6:41 PM