..busy days seems to be ahead of me..
..sometimes i feel that i cant breathe properly..
..is this good or bad..
..my pay is not raised anyway..

..been staying at home for 2 days..
..awfully sick..
..didnt even go send jiayun..
..bOoo..bad sister i am..

..i think i think too much..
..but this few days i keep having the urge..

..maybe i shld give both of u another chance..
..a chance to realise if u guys are still able to be tgt mahz..
..shld i get into this kind of unwanted troubles..
..i believe i will feel heart-broken if they are back tgt..

..i noe all abt ur dreams and wat u wan in life..
..but i dun see myself in it..
..i dun feel i am in the picture when u are saying abt them..
..i am hurt..

..i still sense it when i talk abt her..
..i dun like this feeling though..
..maybe i really shld find a day and talk to her..
..i think i am out of my mind..

..i am confused..