..my life have been busy..
..been working day and night..
..but i dun feel any meaning in it..
..i dunno why i am making myself so busy..
..am i trying to make myself numb or something..
..am i trying to escape from something..
..i am not sure myself..
..been having flashbacks abt the past..
..am i thinking abt the past again..
..maybe i do..
..so many things have to be taken into consideration..
..am i being selfish..
..shld i juz let go on things that dun belong to me..
..or shld i hold on and see if it belongs to me..
..maybe someone else really need him more..
..been reflecting on alot past few days..
..i realised alot of things that i often didnt realise..
..i am more prone to hurtful and unfair stuffs now..
..am i hurting myself or is the ppl ard me..
..i long for a short trip out of singapore..
..i feel like sitting by the beach alone and stoned..
..i wished to be alone sometimes..
..i jus wan to grumble..
..leave me alone for awhile..
..i wan some space alone..