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..Saturday again..
..stuck in the office as usual..
..i dunno wat to do today..
..feel that i have tons and tons of things to do..
..but yet i am blogging here..
..i feel like i am in a mess..
..i have so much things to complain..
..so much till i dunno wat to say..
..how nice if i am at the sea-side now..
..drinking my Caramel-Frau frm starbucks..
..been very long since i update pictures..
..been busy with work and my silly thoughts..
..i miss sarah..
..miss all her nonsenses during work..
..she took this when i am working..
..stuck in the office as usual..
..i dunno wat to do today..
..feel that i have tons and tons of things to do..
..but yet i am blogging here..
..i feel like i am in a mess..
..i have so much things to complain..
..so much till i dunno wat to say..
..how nice if i am at the sea-side now..
..drinking my Caramel-Frau frm starbucks..
..been very long since i update pictures..
..been busy with work and my silly thoughts..
..i miss sarah..
..miss all her nonsenses during work..
..she took this when i am working..
..she always take this kind of photos during work..
..taken when we are bored at work..
..i love this photo..
..my life sucks..
..i need excitement and goals in my life..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 3:13 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 3:13 PM
..busy days seems to be ahead of me..
..sometimes i feel that i cant breathe properly..
..is this good or bad..
..my pay is not raised anyway..
..been staying at home for 2 days..
..awfully sick..
..didnt even go send jiayun..
..bOoo..bad sister i am..
..i think i think too much..
..but this few days i keep having the urge..
..maybe i shld give both of u another chance..
..a chance to realise if u guys are still able to be tgt mahz..
..shld i get into this kind of unwanted troubles..
..i believe i will feel heart-broken if they are back tgt..
..i noe all abt ur dreams and wat u wan in life..
..but i dun see myself in it..
..i dun feel i am in the picture when u are saying abt them..
..i am hurt..
..i still sense it when i talk abt her..
..i dun like this feeling though..
..maybe i really shld find a day and talk to her..
..i think i am out of my mind..
..i am confused..
..sometimes i feel that i cant breathe properly..
..is this good or bad..
..my pay is not raised anyway..
..been staying at home for 2 days..
..awfully sick..
..didnt even go send jiayun..
..bOoo..bad sister i am..
..i think i think too much..
..but this few days i keep having the urge..
..maybe i shld give both of u another chance..
..a chance to realise if u guys are still able to be tgt mahz..
..shld i get into this kind of unwanted troubles..
..i believe i will feel heart-broken if they are back tgt..
..i noe all abt ur dreams and wat u wan in life..
..but i dun see myself in it..
..i dun feel i am in the picture when u are saying abt them..
..i am hurt..
..i still sense it when i talk abt her..
..i dun like this feeling though..
..maybe i really shld find a day and talk to her..
..i think i am out of my mind..
..i am confused..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, October 24, 2008 at 3:41 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008 at 3:41 PM
..i had a dream juz now..
..am i being thinking too much abt it..
..i am rather bothered abt wat they tell me..
..we saw her on the roadside with someone..
..he wanna to talk to her..
..i didnt bother so much and walk away..
..suddenly..
..i hear her screams..
.."dun think i dunno why u two are tgt?"
..at the same time..
..she sway his hands away..
..she walked angrily towards me..
..she raised up her hand and wanna slap me..
..i hold back her hand..
.."wat rights do u have to slap me?"..
..we were quarrelling..
..i dint even get the ending..
..i woke up..
..i hate this..
..i wanna to noe the ending..
..does that mean the days we are meeting each other is nearing??..
..i am down with fever again..
..muz be the busy day i have ytd..
..went to change tyre with baby ytd..
..he didnt like the previous tyre he had..
..den he send me to suntec to attend bEar bEar's company DND..
..so sweet of him..
..the process of changing the tyre..
..our pictures that day.. 
..didnt take any pic during the DND..
..so pai sei..
..cause i didnt noe anyone there so i dun dare to cam-whore..
..i did enjoy myself ytd..
..and i love everything i have now..
..am i being thinking too much abt it..
..i am rather bothered abt wat they tell me..
..we saw her on the roadside with someone..
..he wanna to talk to her..
..i didnt bother so much and walk away..
..suddenly..
..i hear her screams..
.."dun think i dunno why u two are tgt?"
..at the same time..
..she sway his hands away..
..she walked angrily towards me..
..she raised up her hand and wanna slap me..
..i hold back her hand..
.."wat rights do u have to slap me?"..
..we were quarrelling..
..i dint even get the ending..
..i woke up..
..i hate this..
..i wanna to noe the ending..
..does that mean the days we are meeting each other is nearing??..
..i am down with fever again..
..muz be the busy day i have ytd..
..went to change tyre with baby ytd..
..he didnt like the previous tyre he had..
..den he send me to suntec to attend bEar bEar's company DND..
..so sweet of him..
..the process of changing the tyre..
..our pictures that day.. ..didnt take any pic during the DND....so pai sei..
..cause i didnt noe anyone there so i dun dare to cam-whore..
..i did enjoy myself ytd..
..and i love everything i have now..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 6:25 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 6:25 PM
..i feel like crying..
..is it wat they say..
..or is it wat he shows..
.i am not so sure..
..maybe i drink too much le..
..maybe i think too much le..
..looking at him now..
..i am pondering..
..will it all be better if things is juz like before..
..when he had her beside..
..i dun wish to let go yet..
..真没用..
..everyone say a little i will feel bad abt it..
..i hate to see myself like this..
..is it wat they say..
..or is it wat he shows..
.i am not so sure..
..maybe i drink too much le..
..maybe i think too much le..
..looking at him now..
..i am pondering..
..will it all be better if things is juz like before..
..when he had her beside..
..i dun wish to let go yet..
..真没用..
..everyone say a little i will feel bad abt it..
..i hate to see myself like this..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, October 17, 2008 at 2:34 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008 at 2:34 AM
..jo-aN is hApPy..
..thAnks foR accoMpanYinG mE..
..thaNks foR lisTeNinG tO mE..
..thaNks foR aLL thE chaNgEs maDe..
..thAnKs foR bEinG swEet aNd niCe..
..thaNks gOd fOr leTtinG mE mEet yoU..
..my most recent pics..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 at 1:57 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 at 1:57 AM
..diNner witH mUmmY @ Ju Shin Jung..
..sO sweet of baby tO aCc mE to havE dinnEr witH muMMy..
..the piCs sHows iT aLL..
..thE yuMmy fOod..
..sO sweet of baby tO aCc mE to havE dinnEr witH muMMy..
..the piCs sHows iT aLL..
..thE yuMmy fOod..
..raNdOm phOtO dUrIng dInnEr..
..waT arE thEy loOkinG aT??..
..iT was a niCe dinNer..
..thEy trIed the raw beef!!!..
..but thEy dun fiNd iT nicE at aLL!!!..
..haPpY biRthdaY mUmmY..
..sTaY yOunG anD haPpY alwaYs..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 1:29 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008 at 1:29 AM
..stuck at work now..
..still feeling sick..
..did i mention dat i vomitted 9 times ytd..
..was it the excessive drinking on thurs..
..i believe that our rship have improved alot past few days..
..he is more attentive to the things i wan and need..
..i feel so much happier then before..
..today is mummy's bday..
..bought her a watch from guess..
..dunno if she will like it..
..baby choose this watch de..
..the watch that baby choose..
..i feel soOoo sick still..
..dunno if i should eat lunch today..
..i smell maggie noodles in the office..
..maybe i shall eat that for today..
..looKing fOrward for the dinNer with mummy today..
..still feeling sick..
..did i mention dat i vomitted 9 times ytd..
..was it the excessive drinking on thurs..
..i believe that our rship have improved alot past few days..
..he is more attentive to the things i wan and need..
..i feel so much happier then before..
..today is mummy's bday..
..bought her a watch from guess..
..dunno if she will like it..
..baby choose this watch de..
..the watch that baby choose..
..i feel soOoo sick still....dunno if i should eat lunch today..
..i smell maggie noodles in the office..
..maybe i shall eat that for today..
..looKing fOrward for the dinNer with mummy today..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, October 11, 2008 at 2:53 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008 at 2:53 PM
..09/10/08..
..after work..
..got baby to drive me to buy lightbulbs for the office..
..juz nice he aso wanna do his car's tyre..
..poor "xiaobai"..
..one of his legs got injured due to the nails on the road..
..after work..
..got baby to drive me to buy lightbulbs for the office..
..juz nice he aso wanna do his car's tyre..
..poor "xiaobai"..
..one of his legs got injured due to the nails on the road..
..the poor car..
..after checking on his car..
..we headed down to Singapore Expo..
..sKy's bday @ jazz pub..
..thE hapPeninGs at jaZz puB..
..saw alot of ppl that i didnt get to see for so long..
..so glad to have a little gathering..
..but anyway..
..i guess sKy kOr did have a great time..
..10/10/08..
..the clock struck 12 midnight..
..i wanna to leave jazz and go to studio 18..
..didnt manage to leave till it is like 1 plus in the morning..
..was half drunk alr..
..when reached studio 18..
..i somehow heard that my dearest sarah was drunk..
..though it is quite difficult not to get drunk during bday ya..
..even though my deaR saraH sweAr that she will neVer get drUnk agaiN..
..aLL the pRetty giRls..
..i have lots of fun and cam-whoring all the time..
..got quite a number of ugly photos of everyone..
..we are all almost drunk that night..
..i am very drunk..
..look at my face..
..thE dRunKaRdS' pHoTos..
.haPpie biRtHday tO sKy kOr..
..aNd of couRsE..
..tO thE pReTtiEst tWinS i kNeW..
..saRaH aNd saNdRa..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, October 10, 2008 at 4:49 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008 at 4:49 PM
..went Ma Maison today with Jiayun,Frankie and Teng..
..we had a few dishes there..
..the photos shows it all..
..the deCor of thE restuRant..
..tHe meNu anD thE keY biLL..
..loVe tO hAvE dInnEr wItH thEm..
..thE foOd aNd deseRrts wE hAd..
..i love the place..
..the decor made the restaurant very cosy and 'cottage' feel..
..the food are great too..
..juz that the brown sauce and soup is a little too salty for my liking..
..tml is monday again..
..busy busy week..
..will be working 5 days at le bar again..
..did i say i didnt turn up to work ytd..
..looking forward for dinner nxt sat..
..mummy's birthday!!!..
..let's go look for good food again..
..maybe i shld not ask for too much..
..we had a few dishes there..
..the photos shows it all..
..the deCor of thE restuRant..
..tHe meNu anD thE keY biLL....loVe tO hAvE dInnEr wItH thEm....thE foOd aNd deseRrts wE hAd.. ..i love the place....the decor made the restaurant very cosy and 'cottage' feel..
..the food are great too..
..juz that the brown sauce and soup is a little too salty for my liking..
..tml is monday again..
..busy busy week..
..will be working 5 days at le bar again..
..did i say i didnt turn up to work ytd..
..looking forward for dinner nxt sat..
..mummy's birthday!!!..
..let's go look for good food again..
..maybe i shld not ask for too much..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, October 6, 2008 at 2:12 AM
Monday, October 6, 2008 at 2:12 AM
..my life have been busy..
..been working day and night..
..but i dun feel any meaning in it..
..i dunno why i am making myself so busy..
..am i trying to make myself numb or something..
..am i trying to escape from something..
..i am not sure myself..
..been having flashbacks abt the past..
..am i thinking abt the past again..
..maybe i do..
..so many things have to be taken into consideration..
..am i being selfish..
..shld i juz let go on things that dun belong to me..
..or shld i hold on and see if it belongs to me..
..maybe someone else really need him more..
..been reflecting on alot past few days..
..i realised alot of things that i often didnt realise..
..i am more prone to hurtful and unfair stuffs now..
..am i hurting myself or is the ppl ard me..
..i long for a short trip out of singapore..
..i feel like sitting by the beach alone and stoned..
..i wished to be alone sometimes..
..i jus wan to grumble..
..leave me alone for awhile..
..i wan some space alone..
..been working day and night..
..but i dun feel any meaning in it..
..i dunno why i am making myself so busy..
..am i trying to make myself numb or something..
..am i trying to escape from something..
..i am not sure myself..
..been having flashbacks abt the past..
..am i thinking abt the past again..
..maybe i do..
..so many things have to be taken into consideration..
..am i being selfish..
..shld i juz let go on things that dun belong to me..
..or shld i hold on and see if it belongs to me..
..maybe someone else really need him more..
..been reflecting on alot past few days..
..i realised alot of things that i often didnt realise..
..i am more prone to hurtful and unfair stuffs now..
..am i hurting myself or is the ppl ard me..
..i long for a short trip out of singapore..
..i feel like sitting by the beach alone and stoned..
..i wished to be alone sometimes..
..i jus wan to grumble..
..leave me alone for awhile..
..i wan some space alone..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, October 4, 2008 at 4:28 PM
Saturday, October 4, 2008 at 4:28 PM