..i suddenly realise..

..it is so difficult to maintain relationshipS..
..yes..i mean all kinds of relationships..
..no matter how close they are with u..
..no matter how many things u all share together..

..no one utdz how one another really feel in the heart..
..even that means to stand in others' shoes..

..conflicts..
..unable to trust..
..selfishness..
..inconfident..
..and the list goes on and on..

..GROWING UP IS A PAINFUL EXPERIENCE..
..no matter in which relationships..
..as long as one party dun wan to let go..
..both parties will feel stressed and strained..

..the more things u noe..
..the more "polluted" u are..
..the more u cant see things clear..

..sO i prefer not growing up..
..dun u think so..
..be a little baby and let someone feed u with everything..

..a little bored at work though..
..drained!!!..
..later got to work at le bar AGAIN..