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..jO-aN tAn..
..fEmaLe..
..24 yrs old..
..8th aUg 1984..
..leO..
..seconds_09@hotmail.com..
..curRentLy attAchEd tO anDreW..

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..soFt-hEarTeDneSS..
..uNceRta|n|ty |n l|fE..
..sTrOng eMot|onS..
..a fAkE stRonG fRoNt..
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- aDvErtismenTs -


..raNdom photos befOrE mY wOrK @ le bAr..

..hE pLayiNg wItH mY sPeCs..

..wHiLe waItInG fOr mY tImE tO gO work le bAr..
..I decideD tO cam-wHoriNg witH my baBy iN hIs cAr..
..i thInk hE loOks niCe wItH sPeCs ya..

..waTeVeR iT iS..
..i loVe him sO muCh..

..thAnkS bAbY..
..fOr brInGing mE sweEt memOrIeS..
..evEn thOugH wE hAvE oUr dIffEreNcEs..
..thAnKs fOr eVerYthInGs..


..bY thE waY..
..hApPy bIrThDaY tO mY deAr liAnhAo..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, August 31, 2008 at 4:44 AM


..i suddenly realise..

..it is so difficult to maintain relationshipS..
..yes..i mean all kinds of relationships..
..no matter how close they are with u..
..no matter how many things u all share together..

..no one utdz how one another really feel in the heart..
..even that means to stand in others' shoes..

..conflicts..
..unable to trust..
..selfishness..
..inconfident..
..and the list goes on and on..

..GROWING UP IS A PAINFUL EXPERIENCE..
..no matter in which relationships..
..as long as one party dun wan to let go..
..both parties will feel stressed and strained..

..the more things u noe..
..the more "polluted" u are..
..the more u cant see things clear..

..sO i prefer not growing up..
..dun u think so..
..be a little baby and let someone feed u with everything..

..a little bored at work though..
..drained!!!..
..later got to work at le bar AGAIN..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, August 25, 2008 at 6:15 PM


..i am sick..
..think my body cant take the tiredness..
..i feel so sick and tired..

..darling is so sweet today..
..he looked after and cooked for me after his work..


..though it is nutting fantastic..
..and it is not appropriate for someone sick like me..
..but it is greatly appreciated by me..

..peeps of him in the kitchen..

..my dinner for the day.. ..after dinner at home..
..he tried foot massaging on me..
..i was screaming at the top of my voice..
..it is very painful..
..he was saying cause i am not healthy..
..everywhere is painful..

..he and his nonsense foot massaging.. ..can see how painful i am???..

..after all the torturing for him..
..he went down and buy desserts..
..iCe-crEam..
..sOmethinG i cant eat when i am sick..
..anyway i only eat the chocolate ice-cream part..

..my ice-cream.. ..i only eat the choc part..the rest so milky..

..piCtures of him eating the ice-cream.. ..sometimes he is just like a big baby to me...
..love u so much my dear..


..i better get back to bed..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Thursday, August 21, 2008 at 1:18 AM


..timEs fLiEs..
..i hAvE bEen iN maLwOrTh fOr daYs..
..juNgLinG le bAr aNd maLwOrTh is nOt eaSy..
..i oFteN fEeL tIrEd..
..aNd i cAnt drInK tHaT mUcH aNyMoRe..

..pIcS oF thE oFfiCe..
..dInNeR wItH the girLs aNd panDa bEfoRe wOrKinG aT lE bAr..
..dInnEr @ a jApAneSe rEsTurAnT aT cEntRaL..

..aLL girLs' diNneR outIng..opPs..paNda is tHere..
..the dInnEr aTmoSphErE waS grEaT..
..wE hAd fUn tAkiNg phOtOs aNd chaTtiNg..
..thE fOoD waS noT vEry faNtaStIc..
..bUt ovEraLL a gOod dInNer cAtCh uP..

..wOrk and work..
..beeN sO tIrEd..
..drAgginG mYseLf tO le bAr evEryDay fRm maLwOrTh..
..i haVe nO tImE tO gO sHoppInG..

..thanKs bAbY fOr sEnDinG mE tO and frO frM wOrK..
..bEen haRd oN u i nOe..
..sRy thAt i reaLLy dUn havE thE tIme tO aCcoMpAny u..
..thInGs wiLL gEt bEtTer oNe daY eVeNtuaLLy..

..i aM so tIrEd!!!!..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 at 3:00 AM


..it is so boring at le bar today..
..someone pls..
..kill me!!!..

..i do have fun in cam-whoring with panda and michael..
..love to work with u guys..
..cheeRs..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 at 3:32 AM


..aUguSt's 21th biRthday..
..tHe luNcheoN @ thE tHai restaurant @ liaNg cOuRt..
..I was latE dUe tO mY bAby canNot waKe uP..

..the picTurEs shOws iT aLL..

..aUg's coLLegUes..

..the five of us....aUg'S biRthDaY hApPeNingS....i hAd a gReaT tIme dIstUrBinG hEr anD saBotagiNg hEr wIth hEr bday cAke..
..cAnT bEliEvE sHe reaLLy dUnnO hOw tO cuT heR cAkE..
..niCe caTcH uP wItH thOsE i hAvEn sEen iN aGes..

..hApPiE 21tH bIrThDaY tO auGuSt..

..afTeR thE lUncHeOn..
..bAbY aNd me wEnT tO xavIaR'S oNe yR bdAy parTy..
..hE is sO cUtE aNd loVeabLe..
..loVe hIm so mUcH..

..bAbY xaviAr'S bdAy haPpeNinGs....hAppIe 1sT biRtHdaY tO bAby xaViaR..

..wEnT dOwN lE bAr fOr a littLe cHiLL oUt seSsiOn..
..sInCe i hAd a loNg dAy..

..pIcTuRes oF me aNd bAbY.. ..loVe hIm sO mUcH..
..i loVed tHe fEeLinG oF bEinG loVed bY hiM..

..iT is a loVeabLe dAy..
..i eNjOyEd mYseLf..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, August 18, 2008 at 2:44 AM


..08/08 - 10/08..
..geNtiNg trip oN my bdaY..


..fun trip i muz say..
..love the feeling of travelling in car with him..
..except for the gambling part..
..everything is close to perfect..

..luNch with iXe @ susHi kinG..yUmmY..

..the mushRoOm faRm..the fOod is sO niCe!!!

..baBy'S budDies..

..bAby aNd me @ mushrOom fArm..

..piCs of mE anD iXe @ e faRm.. ..scenery of gEntinG.. ..in the cAr..on the way bacK.. ..thanks baby..
..for e memories..
..i enjoyed the trip with u..

..looKing forward tO another..
..let's plan it soOn k..


..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, August 11, 2008 at 8:57 AM


..my 24th biRthday..
..08/08/08..

..pIcturEs of the day..

..mE and my sisters....hAppY wiTh theM arD....thE haPpenIngs.. ..mY fLowerS anD pResEnts.. ..i enjoyed myself to the fullest..
..really..
..thanks eveRyone..

..i am really drunk..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, August 8, 2008 at 4:23 AM


..juz came back frm the movie..
..The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor..
..not too bad..
..u guys can go catch it..
..rated 3/5 popcorns..



..brought baby for injection due to his persistent cough..
..vet's rates are getting more expensive each day ya..
..i am abt to be broke..
..zzz..

..bday celebration will be held at le bar on the 7th aug..
..pls come by and celebrate this 100 yrs once day with me..

..it is not easy to stay happy..

..am i being difficult..
..i no longer feel the way i used to..
..will i be swayed again..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, August 4, 2008 at 1:28 AM