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- aDvErtismenTs -
..my insomnia problem haven been better..
..i am still unable to sleep..
..when u dun sleep at nite..
..u will tend to think alot..
..things in the past are coming back to me..
..i saw him on friday..
..boy..i was so shocked..
..i m alr drunk when i saw him..
..we didnt talked..
..like as though we dunno each other..
..dun be mistaken here..
..i am not having insomnia cause of him..
..jus so happened that i saw him that day..
..though i still have weird feelings for him..
..i am still unable to sleep..
..when u dun sleep at nite..
..u will tend to think alot..
..things in the past are coming back to me..
..i saw him on friday..
..boy..i was so shocked..
..i m alr drunk when i saw him..
..we didnt talked..
..like as though we dunno each other..
..dun be mistaken here..
..i am not having insomnia cause of him..
..jus so happened that i saw him that day..
..though i still have weird feelings for him..
..keep remb how he looked at me that day in the car..
..i muz be thinking too much ya..
..he looked tired and thinner..
..kind of like fighting a very difficult war..
..i feel upset seeing him this way though..
..but i cant do anything for him now..
..sometimes it is difficult to hide my feelings to everyone..
..i have been afraid..
..keep withdrawing myself to my own world..
..worried abt how others see and judge abt me..
..slowly..
..i tend to make decisions that make everyone happy..
..but i forgo my own feelings..
..i no longer see "me" inside my world..
..hearing ppl say that..
.."she wun do this to me..i noe she wun..
..but since she did it..she will no longer be my sister..
..we can never be friends"..
..sounded harsh bahz..
..i can utd why she said so though..
..but it is no longer something that i make the choice alone..
..i am sry..
..though i have always not be able to make any good decisions in my life..
..i have meet ppl that are really good to me..
..they have been by my side frm time to time..
..listening to my nonsenses and rubbishs..
..i am really glad to have them in my life..
..as for now..
..i have ppl whom make me feel impt..
..i have ppl the makes me feel loved..
..i have ppl tht i keep in mind..
..i have ppl whom we shared plans tgt..
..i am contented..
..a big hug to those that makes my life worthwhile..
..i mean this to everyone..
..cause without every single of u..
..everything will be different..
..so..
..let's carry on partying like no tml..
..let's not waste any day in our life..
..let's create more enjoyable memories tgt..
..i will seriously think abt wat i really wan in the future..
..he looked tired and thinner..
..kind of like fighting a very difficult war..
..i feel upset seeing him this way though..
..but i cant do anything for him now..
..sometimes it is difficult to hide my feelings to everyone..
..i have been afraid..
..keep withdrawing myself to my own world..
..worried abt how others see and judge abt me..
..slowly..
..i tend to make decisions that make everyone happy..
..but i forgo my own feelings..
..i no longer see "me" inside my world..
..hearing ppl say that..
.."she wun do this to me..i noe she wun..
..but since she did it..she will no longer be my sister..
..we can never be friends"..
..sounded harsh bahz..
..i can utd why she said so though..
..but it is no longer something that i make the choice alone..
..i am sry..
..though i have always not be able to make any good decisions in my life..
..i have meet ppl that are really good to me..
..they have been by my side frm time to time..
..listening to my nonsenses and rubbishs..
..i am really glad to have them in my life..
..as for now..
..i have ppl whom make me feel impt..
..i have ppl the makes me feel loved..
..i have ppl tht i keep in mind..
..i have ppl whom we shared plans tgt..
..i am contented..
..a big hug to those that makes my life worthwhile..
..i mean this to everyone..
..cause without every single of u..
..everything will be different..
..so..
..let's carry on partying like no tml..
..let's not waste any day in our life..
..let's create more enjoyable memories tgt..
..i will seriously think abt wat i really wan in the future..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, June 22, 2008 at 7:52 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008 at 7:52 AM