..sO many things happened this few days..
..i have to admit for feeling a little down..
..i am sO lost..
..the feeling of losing u again makes me dunno wat to do again..
..the question is..
..did i even have u in the first place..
..i dun wan to lose u yet i cannot have u..
..u say i choose it this way..
..i dun wan to get hurt by u again..
..yet i cannot leave u..
..wat shld i do..
..let's be friends first..
..let me escape frm the reality now..
..we both need to really think..