..i promise myself to let it go..
..i promise myself dat i only wish for u to be happy..
..i told myself even without being together..
..i believe i am still able to see u happy..

..i text u ytd..
..i am sorry..
..my tone is harsh..
..i am being a kid again..
..but i dunno how to hide my feeling ytd..
..i have too much a drop..

..to pretend to be happy in front of everyone is difficult..
..to pretend tat nutting happen is difficult..
..to pretend i dun care abt u is difficult..

..i am equally lost..
..even jiAyun and jErRin told me that botH have our own stand..
..i dunno why i am so unable to let go..
..i really dunno wat to do..

..i tot that if i can treat things easier..
..i tot that if i can be back to normal..
..i tot that by showing u that i dun feel hurt..
..everything ard us will be better..
..it will be better for the both of us..

...i cried again..
..i hate it when i cried..
..i totally feel like a kid to cry..
..wat shld i do to pick myself up again..

..my head is spinning..
..i never knew i loved u so much..

..teach me wat to do..

..will u..