..to be able to wake up and realise that it will be a good day ahead is difficult..
..but i am able to do it today..
..the wound no longer hurt so much liaoz..
..i am able to let u go..
..for 3 days..
..having sleepless night..
..not been eating well..
..drink like nobody's business..
..make everyone worry when they see me tears..
..i have been wilful..
..as far as i could remb..
..each time i fallen out of love i would have done this..
..not because i need attention..
..juz that i dun wan to swallow the pain down..
..i juz wan to let it go..
..i am glad..
..glad that i have lots of ppl beside me..
..glad that everyone is showering me with concern and care..
..glad that i am not alone..
..though my heart still yearn for an answer..
..but even if i noe the answer..
..nutting will change btw u and me..
..i dun need u to be happy..
..no more tears will fall because of u..
..i promise..
..i will be back to normal..
..to the jo-an that u used to noe..