..i lost my ability to trust again..
..i realise i make a wrong decision again..
..i lost myself again..
..the ability to cry now seems easier then happiness..
..the ability to hate is easier then love..
..the feeling i have for you is still there..
..but it is alr been taken away by u..
..the things we ever shared..
..the places we ever go..
..the place that we spend most of our time together..
..now..
..they are all empty to me..
..i remb..
..everything u say..
..everything u do..
..i might not do alot for u..
..but that is wat i am able to do..
..at this point..
..i noe..
..my tone ytd..
..the things i said..
..all i did was to noe the truth and not hear excuses..
..if my temper is so intolerant..
..why did u ever try..
..i have never been fake in front of u..
..i never told u that i am someone i am not..
..why tell me that the feeling faded when i am trying so hard..
..why make me give up so many things then tell me..
..why u only see ur efforts and not mine..
..crying means hopless..
..i admit i am..
..i tot i wun be so hurt..
..why do i always out efforts in for the wrong one..
..tears been rolling in my eyes yet i cant cry..
..do i always need liquor to make me cry..
..i will never wear that pendant again..
..i will pick myself up and be that princess again..
..i will prove to u..
..i shall never trust anymore..
..esp u..