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it is 2.45 pm in the afternoon..
..wat a day..
...so bright and sunny..

wondering why i am up so early??
been awake since 4 am in the morning..
hmmz..i am tired though..
lolz..

not everything going smoothly though..
but i will be getting a job soon..
i mean a really morning and normal job..
..dun believe..
..well it is still my life..
..i have the final say..

..anyway..
..i gg to learn cooking..
...guess wat's my first dish i wan to master..
..piNeAppLe riCe..

..i realised that being simple is the greatest gift from god..
..i love my morning juz now..
..simple yet filled with love..
.....

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 at 2:46 PM


juz came home not long frm a movie ya..
=ROGUE ASSASSINATES=
..niCe..
..the twist is so unexpected..

..was browsing online..
..something to share with everyone..
..so true..
..at least for me..
..lolz..
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*1. Fine:*
This is the word women use to
end an argument when they are
right and you need to shut up.

*2. Five Minutes:*
If she is getting
dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if
you have just been given five more
minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.

*3. Nothing:*
This is the calm before the storm..
This means something and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing
usually end in fine.

*4. Go Ahead: *
This is a dare, not permission.
Don't Do It!

*5. Loud Sigh:*
This is actually a word,
but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men.
A loud sighmeans she thinks you are an
idiot and wonders why she is wasting
her time standing here and arguing
with you about nothing.
(Refer back to#3 for the meaning of nothing.)

*6. That's Okay:*
This is one of the most dangerous
statements a women can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants
to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay foryour mistake.

*7. Thanks:*
A woman is thanking you,
do not question, or Faint.
Just sayyou're welcome.

*8. Whatever:*
Is a women's way of sayin F@!K YOU!

*9. Don't worry about it, I got it:*
Another dangerous statement,
meaning this is something that a woman
has told a man to do several times, but
is now doing it herself. This will
later result in a man asking "What's wrong?"
For the woman's response refer to #3.
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..evErythinG is turniNg oUt prEtty fine fOr mE..
..hOpe tHis fEeliNg wiLL lAsT lOnG..
..aNywAy..

..hApPy biRtHdaY jOe..

p.s: i think everything is shortlived..
..aRRghz..
..wat's this feeling abt..
(written this phrase at 4.24am)

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Friday, September 14, 2007 at 3:18 AM


..something is missing..
..is it me..

.blank.
.empty.
.expressionless.
.emotionless.
.stoned.
.hollow.
.aimless.
.purposeless.
.worthless.

.me.

..is this wat i am..
..sad to say..
..yes..
..for now..

..i miss u..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Monday, September 10, 2007 at 3:56 AM





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分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱 记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说

连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错

哦...哦...哦...
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我的错 连结束也是我的错

哦...哦...哦...
曾经上帝赐予了我带给人快乐的天赋
叮嘱要分享给所有在路上能够遇到的人
于是命运将你带给了我
手中握住了爱情
却在指间遗失了快乐
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..love this song worz..
..a new song tat i learn of..
...though the lyrics a little dun suit me though...
..but who noes ya..
..maybe i really love someone wrongly..
..hmmz..

..miss you guys..
..gg to work liaoz..
..hmmmz..

..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, September 8, 2007 at 7:18 PM