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tis feelings is coming back to me again..

i dunno if anything is wrong or right..

i am moving on..

but is it the right way?

i dunno..

been hearing alot of things..

too much..really..

dunno how to digest.. which to listen...

wat things shld i believe and trust..

me??

my feelings and instincts??

my future??

i still see it bright..

but standing at a junction for too long really feel..

*arRghz*

wat do i really wan to do in life??

i have been keeping things to myself too much...

been cooping up to much..

keeping quiet..

now i dun even show my feelings out too much..

determination..calmness..

they left me alone..

alone in this cold and cruel world..

i am feeling very empty..

i feel i am rushing myself now..

i wan tat feeling of being occupied..

i wan tat contented and happy feelings at work...

i wan to feel needed in some ways..

i need myself the most..

everything in life depend on whether u wan or need it or not..

but in any phrase of life like this..

ppl tend to lose themselves..

to the world of money..

to the world of life..

since when will anyone realise the impt of staying close with loved ones..

since when ppl actually looked up in the sky...

since when anyone tot abt why they changed frm time to time..

since when everyone looked at the ppl standing beside them..

and really put themselves in their shoes?

i wan to change cause i wan to change..

for the sake of myself..

for the sake of my loved ones..

for the sake of my life..

NEVER the sake of money...

the sake of fame...

and the sake of power...

i dun wan to lose myself tat way...

it is the most degrading and pathetic..

i have always been indecisive..

time to really change..

i dun wan to stand at the junction anymore..

NEVER again..

i need to wake up frm my princess's dream..

and stand up to do something for myself..

something tat will only belong to me..

i need my courage and determination..

come back to me..

i need u..

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Thursday, July 19, 2007 at 9:16 AM