2.19pm
think the weather is quite hot outside though..
here i am sitting in the office at Hartford..
blogging..
hahaz..
u all may think i muz be super free right..
okiez lahz..not really free though..
juz tat i am super bored...
work for 3 days liaoz..
hmmz..describe e job worz????
boring..
normal admin job lorz...
kinda of thinking why am i stuck at admin when i alr noe it will be boring..
met eVan and aNgeL the day before..
evaN was teasing me when she heard abt my admin job..
"ya..admin is liddat de..
eat lunch den work..
after work den eat dinner..
if free go for a movie or wat..
weekends not too tired go drinking lorz...
slowly u will be fat.."
wat she say is true though..
tat's the boring part..
wat a boring life..
i dun wan this kind of life..
DUN WAN!!!
though i dun wan a hectic life tOo..
but acutally i prefer tat..
everyday noe wat to do..
face different challenges and people..
more like i am suitable for frontline job instead..
wat have i been doing..
been asking myself alot these few weeks..
my life seems to have no aim..
slowly i turn to have no feelings..
this feeling sucks though..
i got so much to do in life..
i noe i can do lots of things..
i believe in my own abilities and beliefs
but...
why i feel like tis...
emptiness..insecure...aimless...
i DUN WAN this feeling...
i HATE this feeling..
now i am in full control of my life..
but why i dunno wat to do at all..
i wan a change again..
i DUN WAN to feel like this...
boring day..
boring life..
update again...
gotta go back to my boring work...