30th June 2007
nearly half of yr 07 have passed...
a new july..
a new life..
a new start..
looking bacK of my life..
looking bacK of the past yR...
loOking bacK at everyoNe's lifes..
sOmEtHing tO be very suRe
eveRytHinGs chaNge..
noT only eveRythinG chaNges..
everyOne chaNges asO..
and of course..
i change too..
not a bit but a whole lot..
well whAt past iS past...
be it who is sayiNg wat behind me...
be it who is doing wat behind me..
i can never be bothered anymore...
cause unlike them..
i have a bright future ahead..
my thinkings and feelings are so different now...
remb those times we cried and have fun together at 97..
remb those days we chatted abt everythings..
i miss my sisters..
but i dun miss tat 'me' in the past..
i prefer the 'me' now..
though still confused and indecisive..
but everything seems clearer..
i no longer holds tat burden in me..
burdenS are things tat only u will give urself..
be it to protect urself os others..
the heaviest burdens are those emotional burdens..
no one will actually like to carry them ard..
but there are ppl ard everyone dat create them for others..
thus have themselves lost in their own created burdens too..
so be very careful towards ppl like tat wor..
as for the lucky me..
i am no longer in this situation anymore...
or at least i dun bother so much liaoz..
i juz wan to be happy and simple..
gotta go prepare for my steamboat dinNer and movies liaoz..
everyone take care though..
misS all of u..
cHoiCes aRe mAdE onLy fOr uRseLf..
tLL thE eNd thE coNseqUenCes w|LL onLy bE bEaRed bY u aLonE..
dUn bLaMe oThErs oN uR iLL faTe aNd l|fE..
aS u aRe tHE oNe tAt cReaTed the mOst oF t..
bLaMe uRseLf..
nOt oTheRs..