it is like three or four days i last meet anyone...
the feeling of being alone seems fine for me though..
i hid myself up..
i have always thought..
being alone seems lonely..
but i begun to change this thinking..
interacting with ppl seems more lonely..
to be able to be who and wat u are is so difficult..
though i always say i want to be who i am...
but each every time..
different ppl will make me do different things..
it seems i have to live for others..
pathetic..
my cough is killing me..
my thoughts is killing me..
wat is life..
it is always often these feelings tat changes my life...
i hate those tat are fake..
hate those tat used ppl's feelings..
hate those tat think they are the centre of the world..
hate those tat is unaware of others' feelings..
i hate my life..
i want a change..
drastic one..