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it is like three or four days i last meet anyone...
the feeling of being alone seems fine for me though..
i hid myself up..
i have always thought..
being alone seems lonely..
but i begun to change this thinking..
interacting with ppl seems more lonely..
to be able to be who and wat u are is so difficult..
though i always say i want to be who i am...
but each every time..
different ppl will make me do different things..
it seems i have to live for others..
pathetic..
my cough is killing me..
my thoughts is killing me..
wat is life..
it is always often these feelings tat changes my life...
i hate those tat are fake..
hate those tat used ppl's feelings..
hate those tat think they are the centre of the world..
hate those tat is unaware of others' feelings..
i hate my life..
i want a change..
drastic one..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 at 4:09 PM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 at 4:09 PM
I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin
This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it though
My favouite line was "Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away
This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologise, baby that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine
You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life
This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
it is such a beautiful song..love this song so much...
listen to the lyrics...
aNew..
hoW maNy ppL iS abLe tO stArT aNew..
guEsS aM tHE lUcKy oNe...
bUt hOw lUcKy??
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, May 26, 2007 at 5:34 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007 at 5:34 PM
wat is it in life everyone is looking for??
love..carrer..care..concern.
the idea of being loved or love someone both sucks..
it is always better when u love someone and someone love u back..
but who is able to find tat someone??
i found tat someone..
ytd at acoustic n 97..
..fun..
drink like no tml..dance as though the whole dance floor is urs..
best of all..
i am okiez with wei liaoz..
we can be like the past..drink and have fun together again..
everything so called came to an end when he turned up with a girl..
cuddling her and holding her hands like as though no one is beside..
dunno why i got uptight abt it??
he is supposed to be the past tense..
and he will now be past tense..
did he juz simply do it cause i am there..
he himself say so many things..wat the fu*k..
watever i can say or do to make everyone at least dun detest him i tried..
i really do..
jy say he is very fake..
now i have to agree to it...
not cause of ytd..but come to think abt it..
things he say dun really seems to be wat he do..
he ever say tat i am such person though..
hahaz..irony worz..
i have made up my mind a few days back..
to let go of one..really..
but guess letting go need time..
give me the time..
saw my darl|ng's blog juz now..
i realise i have always put him in a spot..
i realise i have been making him up and down on feelings..
i never wanted to..never ever..
we|de was say|ng abt everyone st|LL on play mode..
but if u knew wat u wan..
guess |t wun be tat..
cause th|s t|me round..
| noE wat | wAn |n mY l|fe nOw..
at acoustic ytd..
jy and fabian was talking abt "building bridge"..
if the "bridge" is not built with strong foundation..
sooner or later it will collapse..
darl|ng..
i am not so sure if we are building our bridge the right way..
but we will try hard on it k..
"i have decided to burn the other bridge down..
so give it a little time.."
tEars aRe jUst heLpLess emOt|onS wHeN eVerYthIngS seeMs daRk..
thEy aRe jUz thEre fOr thE saKe oF hEaL|ng woUndS whEn nO onE caN..
sO bE stRonG aNd nOt cRy..
aFtEr ra|n..
evErytH|ng w|LL tUrN sUnnY..
love..carrer..care..concern.
the idea of being loved or love someone both sucks..
it is always better when u love someone and someone love u back..
but who is able to find tat someone??
i found tat someone..
ytd at acoustic n 97..
..fun..
drink like no tml..dance as though the whole dance floor is urs..
best of all..
i am okiez with wei liaoz..
we can be like the past..drink and have fun together again..
everything so called came to an end when he turned up with a girl..
cuddling her and holding her hands like as though no one is beside..
dunno why i got uptight abt it??
he is supposed to be the past tense..
and he will now be past tense..
did he juz simply do it cause i am there..
he himself say so many things..wat the fu*k..
watever i can say or do to make everyone at least dun detest him i tried..
i really do..
jy say he is very fake..
now i have to agree to it...
not cause of ytd..but come to think abt it..
things he say dun really seems to be wat he do..
he ever say tat i am such person though..
hahaz..irony worz..
i have made up my mind a few days back..
to let go of one..really..
but guess letting go need time..
give me the time..
saw my darl|ng's blog juz now..
i realise i have always put him in a spot..
i realise i have been making him up and down on feelings..
i never wanted to..never ever..
we|de was say|ng abt everyone st|LL on play mode..
but if u knew wat u wan..
guess |t wun be tat..
cause th|s t|me round..
| noE wat | wAn |n mY l|fe nOw..
at acoustic ytd..
jy and fabian was talking abt "building bridge"..
if the "bridge" is not built with strong foundation..
sooner or later it will collapse..
darl|ng..
i am not so sure if we are building our bridge the right way..
but we will try hard on it k..
"i have decided to burn the other bridge down..
so give it a little time.."
tEars aRe jUst heLpLess emOt|onS wHeN eVerYthIngS seeMs daRk..
thEy aRe jUz thEre fOr thE saKe oF hEaL|ng woUndS whEn nO onE caN..
sO bE stRonG aNd nOt cRy..
aFtEr ra|n..
evErytH|ng w|LL tUrN sUnnY..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Saturday, May 12, 2007 at 2:16 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007 at 2:16 PM
juz woke up..
decided to start blogging though everything is not done up yet..
the past week are really nightmare to me..
all sorts of unlucky things happen to me though but i still have so much ppl to stand by me..
noe who u are though..thanks guys..
looking back at the past week..
i muz say not all is so bad...but major bad things happened...
i do have sweet sweet moments for the past week..
like the "cutest guy in golden cafe" wanted to send food up for me..
someone waited for me even when he is super sick cum drunk..
came down for me when i am drunk even though he is sick..
those sweet sweet messages tat makes me smile like honey..
those moments we have shared..
"someone"
tat has been telling me how much i meant for him..
no matter how things will turn..we will go thru everything together..
looking into our future..planning our life..
sharing moments tat onl| i and him will remb..
sometimes i do wonder..
wat makes a girl the happiest..
i am rather easily contended with everything tat happens to me..
any moments i can be at my happiest..
be it is juz a dinner date..
spending the whole day doing nutting at home with someone impt...
having fun at 97 or acoustic with my sisters..friends and customers..
i never think tat i am special in any ways..
jus blessed tat i always have ppl ard me supporting me and all..
i might really have my donkey temper..
hahaz..thanks to fabian i got the donkey phrase..
gettting heated up with little little things ard me..
but i am still very very thankful for ppl ard me...
got my little sis j|ayUn..
always there for me when i ever need her..
she is always able to keep herself cool even when i get so heated up..
she filled the parts where i am short of ..
jeRr|N..
someone tat is so like but not exactly like me..
someone tat is always able to say my feelings all out when i cant...
someone..though she noe she cant really drink as much as me..
still tried her very best to drink and drink with me...
thanks girl..
sErEnE..
a girl tat is always as puzzled like me..
a little sister to me..
hoping she will have the things she wan in life..
of course there is alot more though..
but i dun really feel like saying much..
it is suppose to be a little secret btw me and them..
but thanks guys..for being here with me though...
nUtt|nG caN bE fOrGoTTen..
bUT th|nGS caN bE bUr|ed dEep |n thE heARt..
memoR|eS aRE bEaUt|fuL..
bUt thEy aRe jUz waT thEy aRE..
decided to start blogging though everything is not done up yet..
the past week are really nightmare to me..
all sorts of unlucky things happen to me though but i still have so much ppl to stand by me..
noe who u are though..thanks guys..
looking back at the past week..
i muz say not all is so bad...but major bad things happened...
i do have sweet sweet moments for the past week..
like the "cutest guy in golden cafe" wanted to send food up for me..
someone waited for me even when he is super sick cum drunk..
came down for me when i am drunk even though he is sick..
those sweet sweet messages tat makes me smile like honey..
those moments we have shared..
"someone"
tat has been telling me how much i meant for him..
no matter how things will turn..we will go thru everything together..
looking into our future..planning our life..
sharing moments tat onl| i and him will remb..
sometimes i do wonder..
wat makes a girl the happiest..
i am rather easily contended with everything tat happens to me..
any moments i can be at my happiest..
be it is juz a dinner date..
spending the whole day doing nutting at home with someone impt...
having fun at 97 or acoustic with my sisters..friends and customers..
i never think tat i am special in any ways..
jus blessed tat i always have ppl ard me supporting me and all..
i might really have my donkey temper..
hahaz..thanks to fabian i got the donkey phrase..
gettting heated up with little little things ard me..
but i am still very very thankful for ppl ard me...
got my little sis j|ayUn..
always there for me when i ever need her..
she is always able to keep herself cool even when i get so heated up..
she filled the parts where i am short of ..
jeRr|N..
someone tat is so like but not exactly like me..
someone tat is always able to say my feelings all out when i cant...
someone..though she noe she cant really drink as much as me..
still tried her very best to drink and drink with me...
thanks girl..
sErEnE..
a girl tat is always as puzzled like me..
a little sister to me..
hoping she will have the things she wan in life..
of course there is alot more though..
but i dun really feel like saying much..
it is suppose to be a little secret btw me and them..
but thanks guys..for being here with me though...
nUtt|nG caN bE fOrGoTTen..
bUT th|nGS caN bE bUr|ed dEep |n thE heARt..
memoR|eS aRE bEaUt|fuL..
bUt thEy aRe jUz waT thEy aRE..
..守护著等奇迹的你..
Sunday, May 6, 2007 at 8:25 PM
Sunday, May 6, 2007 at 8:25 PM